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I'm not doing it again.
I wont do it again.
I can't do it again.
I have too much in my life, that I don't want to lose.
The things you say to me, win my heart.
I know they win a lot of hearts.
But then, yeah, I think.
I know I am not the only one you say that stuff to.
I was ALMOST dumb enough to believe you AGAIN.
I am not stupid anymore
I am done playing games.
I dont like drama, I dont like bullshit,
but most of all, I dont like getting my heart broken...
My heart has never fully mended from the beating it took,
But it will. One day, it will. It doesnt make any sense to
risk something like that, AGAIN. Emotions are not something
to play with. People have feelings... people hurt. People
hurt people. And I refuse to hurt anymore.
And believe it or not, there is someone that loves me
There is someone that doesn't tell me lies.
There is someone that is happy with one girl...
and I have him.
Now I must try and bury my feelings.
It's been fun...
real fun.