Dec 15, 2004 10:36
my brain looks like this :
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(hahaha jason)
I miss you, not just who you are but being with you
I miss skipping through the halls and have no worries
I miss you being with my family and the sister i didnt have
I miss us mailing my underwear and laughing at "cranberries"
I miss us laughing so hard we cried in Mr. Lenius's clase
I miss us watching spiderman for the 8th time and bidding on the car
I miss "jets" and "blonde hair sandle wearing boys"
I miss going to subway and eating my first chiken teriaki
I miss walking around IOA and laughing our asses off
But im glad that you are happy and life is simple
She is an amazing person and im glad she is there for you
in a way i obviously wasnt ...
ans then i apologize for not being there and not stepping up when i had the chance
It hurts me more then i let show but in time i will learn how to deal with it
and for now just know that there is no one who gets me like you do
no one i would rather watch a walk to remember or the notebook with
and no one who will ever quite fill your shoes
i love you and am still here in the shadows when you need me
i <3 you