What's the price to pay for glory
Whoops!I guess its been a while.Dont know why.I would tell myself to write but I just had nothing to say.Either that or things would get in the way.Still have nothing to say so I'm just gonna type what I feel like.It may be edited later on so it'll probably end up being pretty choppy.
I wonder why we're here.Someone once told me that we were put on this earth to love.They told me that no matter what don't let go of your friends and family.No matter where people end up after this life I myself prefer to beleive that I'll be put somewhere with my loved ones.And what seems weird about this is that the more I think about it the happier I seem to be.What if there's nothing besides this though?What if this is the last and only chance we ever have?Uhg.Im depressing myself. I hate feelings. I hate my life.Feelings shouldn't exist.We should all just shut them off and leave eachother alone.Even if we had to sacrifice happiness and love it'd still be better because we wouldn't have to suffer.No pain,no sadness,no sorrow.And best of all no hate.Wonder what's more important the absence of hate or the presence of happiness.I can't stand being by myself.It's what gives me time to depress myself. Though it does make me more happy when i see my friends.
Huh.It's prety funny to see your thoughts in print.Hehe,aparently I have violent mood swings.Oh well.Later.
Love ya Devon.You too Tara.
I wonder why we're here.Someone once told me that we were put on this earth to love.They told me that no matter what don't let go of your friends and family.No matter where people end up after this life I myself prefer to beleive that I'll be put somewhere with my loved ones.And what seems weird about this is that the more I think about it the happier I seem to be.What if there's nothing besides this though?What if this is the last and only chance we ever have?Uhg.Im depressing myself. I hate feelings. I hate my life.Feelings shouldn't exist.We should all just shut them off and leave eachother alone.Even if we had to sacrifice happiness and love it'd still be better because we wouldn't have to suffer.No pain,no sadness,no sorrow.And best of all no hate.Wonder what's more important the absence of hate or the presence of happiness.I can't stand being by myself.It's what gives me time to depress myself. Though it does make me more happy when i see my friends.
Huh.It's prety funny to see your thoughts in print.Hehe,aparently I have violent mood swings.Oh well.Later.
Love ya Devon.You too Tara.