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Sunday, October 01, 2006
trust
i guess ..
i have to say its still hard...
its hard to move on ..
move away from the only thing i've ever known.
we were just kids.. we still are..
I never thought we would grow this far..
I love you ...
and always will...
and at the end of the day ..
i know you'll love me still!
we had a life..
we planned it all ..
now we're living for the moment
waiting for a call..
and when the time comes..
you'll still be there for me..
if all we can be is friends...
I'll be the bestest friend I can be...
trust me.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
a friendship lost
Current mood:
crazy
Category: Writing and Poetry
now im sorry ... i am gone..
its time for me to just move on..
ive made great friends...
great friends they were...
i never met someone just like her..
so many great times..
& drunken rhymes..
stupid fights..
and endless nights..
but now i need something more..
and i found it here..
something new to live for..
within a week ..
I cant explain ..
the friends i've made..
No more pain ..
the people I know..
im glad ive met..
everything ive wanted..
withough regret ..
so good times we've had..
but thats all It'll be..
you and me ..
are just a memory!
so live your life..
to the best you can ..
and never forget ...
you were my bestfriend..
and i hope you know why ..
im done with you ..
its not what you did ..
its what you didnt do ..
i came so far..
to see you one day ..
and then the next..
you brushed me away ..
which made me realize
how great they are..
the new friends ive made
which is why ..
are friendship just has to fade..
but dont feel bad..
just look at what we had..
3 years of friendship..
3 years of fun ..
1 day to realize
our fun was done..
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
im leaving...
and now things are changing..
Im feeling it inside..
im no longer afraid..
and these feelings subside...
and then you were there..
to make feel alright..
but soon you will be gone..
and ill be alone ..
tonight...
but none of that matters..
because alone..
ill never be...
the bestfriend ..
i'll ever have ..
is only me..
and I feel so content with who I have become..
i finally made it out of here..
and we're finally done..
i'll never look back ..
on the choices ive made...
and regret ..
all of these memories ..
that i'll never forget..
and sometime soon..
ill come back home..
we'll get together..
i'll send you a letter..
but thats about all ..
you wont be there..
but im sure you'll call..
damn im gunna miss you guys...
Monday, July 17, 2006
never
to dad
Never
Poetic .. Sympathetic..
Sorry for your mistakes..
Angry ..
Frustrated
But still doing what it takes.
And never will you take it back ..
The things you didnt do ..
And never will I be forgetting..
Or ever have any respect for you.
And never can you look at me..
And pretend that you might know..
Never will you look at me..
And see the things she could see.
Never will I ask you ..
To walk me down the isle..
Never will I love you
You will never make me smile.
Never can I trust you ..
You took it all away
You took all that we might have
And walked away that day.
Never will you know me..
So dont pretend you do ..
Never will I feel sorry ..
For always hating you.
So give me all the glances..
And still you can look away ..
Cuz you'll never take back
the things you didnt say.
I never want to thank you ..
For things you didnt do..
And never will I apologize,
for walking away from you.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
...
and everything happens for a reason..
and im sure this is true..
everthing happens for a reason..
and then there is you.
And I cant be scared.. of the unknown ..
I cant be scared of whats not shown..
I cant be scared..
you pinky sweared..
and we'll live our lives..
and not be afraid..
well just have fun...
with the life we made..
we'll get on that bus..
and leave really soon..
we'll leave our past behind..
and a future we will find..
just you and I..
watch us fly!!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
leaving
alot of people.. ask me why i do the things I do .. a lot of people wonder.. why i hate you ...
alot of people wonder why I say the things I say..
alot of people.. think im wrong..
but I dont care anyway...
Alot of people know me..
they only my name..
they know me 2 years ago..
and I aint the same..
alot of people talkin..
but I keep on walking..
im walking away ..
gunna live another day ..
gunna bounce real soon..
gunna fly to the moon..
leaving you all behind...
never looking back ...
all you people..
this whole city ..
your all fukken wack ..
theres a bigger world here..
away from you..
im leaving this place..
to do the things you'll never do ..
PEACE