thinking alot

Nov 20, 2003 20:01

Well if I make volleyball..which I prolly wont, but if I do I will feel super accomplished. Because I will feel like I'm doing something with my life, here goes it...
1.) I'll be on volleyball and become more fit and be doing something other than hanging with friends and eating(not like i dont loooooooooooooove that er ne thing cuz that's the funniest ever and I wouldn't ever trade it) But at first, trying out for the volleyball team was just for fun and if I didn't make it, it would still be all fun n games but now for some reason I'm feeling if I don't make it I will let down Dan er Ace or I feel like I have to impress them even though they could care-less but I dunno I just guess I'm getting nervous about this little thing!!
2.) I'm going to keep practicing on my guitar and get lessons soon and I will be in a band with some of my friends and that is always fun.
3.) I'm going to be getting a job sooner or later because I'm going to search around and get applications and such.
4.) I'll be driving and for me that will be so much fun and I know I annoy Andrew with it but that is just a big thing to me for some reason.
5.) Hopefully going to have a boyfriend and I think this could be something and not just some shitty shitter like usual.
6.) I'm going to work on my grades and bring them up because I am slacking off so much it's not funnie. It's not me either. I don't know but yeah.
... and all that makes me feel like I'm finally doing something. I'm alrady talking about my classes next year with Andrew. Next year is going to be a hecktic year because ok here goes my plans for skool..((sorry for the list but it makes it much more easier for me to remmeber what I've already typed.
*.) I'm going to finish this year and pull up my grades and finish my extra classes--spanish and choir and then next semster im taking strength trainging and spanish
**.) Next year I am hoping to take Auto and Construction and Computer Repair and then I have one other class open, just as long as it ain't a full-year class. I don't want to take spanish any more cuz it's so boring but yeah I just hope I don't have to repeat a class to take hat space up.. that would suck. But I want to do something with like Web Design but all my friends said no because it's so boring but I want to learn how to do html and all that jazz.. I want to do this studying thing Andrew and Dan are doing with them and go get a A+ Certificate but I don't want to bust into there little thing they got going on or get in the way or intrude or any of them above but I would like to have that... I wouldn't use it to my full advantage like Dan and Ace plan on to but it is always something to have you know.
---and yeah I don't want to bore anyone with all this crap so I'm going to keep listening to music and stuff.. Wish me Luck
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