so long sweet summer
So it feels like it's about 4:00pm, but it's around 8:00pm. Myabe I just have it thought in my head that I have more time to take notes than I really do. So school's Monday, and I haven't decided what to think. Honestly this summer has been such a growing experience for me. Yea that sounds really cheesy, but it really has. I'm able to understand my actions better. I can control myself in situation where I normally wouldn't have been able to, but I also lose control at things I never thought I would. I guess it's all for the better because I'm feeling confident about going into my sophmore year. I have a feeling it's going to be great. I've found out who my real friends are and really came to terms with the kind of people that I don't want to be around. The kind of people that don't care if you're upset are the kind of people who can kiss my ass. It's sad because I basically lost a great friend, but I'm sure it's for the better because I've grown because of it. It's made me realize that I can't sit here and get upset over something that wasn't even my fault to begin with. Sure, I have my faults and I said some things that I didn't mean, but at least I can admit and grow from it. It's sad when people can't do that. I'm going into school this year with a layed back kind of attitude. I'm just not going to try as hard. I'm focusing on friends, school work, and finding myself. I find that great things come to those who wait. And I, well I've got all the time in the world.