more whatevers
i was at grandmas house all day again, it was terribly hot for actually trying to accomplish anything. after many many many hours of extreme discomfort, i finally got to go swim, so i felt a little better momentarily. im all icky right now so i have to shower, and my brother is being a complete jerk as usual. gosh, get off my freaking case for once. and my brothers trying to read my journal. i dont think anybody knows this but i go outside every night to watch the stars. im trying to include prayer in this time, cuz ill remember it then. cuz i need it now.