Feb 17, 2006 01:00
Just spent the last hour reading over all my entries from the past year. not only do i feel like more of an alcoholic now, i just suddenly realized how much i friggin' miss Homestead. if someone wins this absurd powerball soon, could they please buy that house for me?!?!
i haven't updated in forever, mostly because i just haven't cared to. and a little to do with the fact that nothing really has gone on that i want recorded in here. had i been updating daily like i used to, they would almost all sound somewhat the same. went to work, hung out with josh, drank jack and coke, listened to pink floyd, and passed out.
that's been like a regiment lately.
has a nice little comment thrown back at me the other day, "don't shit where you eat, you'll get sick."
heh, don't think i'll ever learn from that one. after all this time of jay's carefree attitude toward everything. really could give a shit about whatever, just wanted to have fun. i'm finally starting to get grounded, i'm getting a lot of direction, and it feels good.
i also think, nope, i know, i'm falling for someone. it's a weird feeling. but i kinda like it. even though i think i'm having some mental problems with this whole ''actually liking someone'' again.
i can't tell if my instincts are right, if i'm overreacting, if i'm suddenly paranoid now and have serious trust issues after last time. i really like her, and it seems to be going well. so we'll see what happens.
spring break is almost upon us. going to florida this year. the trio of josh, jen and i are going to orlando. does anyone know if you can preorder bail bonds?
that's all i've got of interest so far, hopefully writing in here becomes routine again.