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So.... not feeling so gr8 this week, its kinda stupid but its killing me , being bullied at work hmmm, am shattered cause am doing everythingat work n i cant sleep at night cause i jst dream about it , homes killing me too, i liked going to work to get away from everythingat home buti cant escape it, i dont no wot to do ,my boss aint listening to me , was in tears twice today , spent my lunch time outside sitting crying to myself, god never felt so alone........my mate johns like " stand up 4 urself complain n get it sorted" i jst dont have the energy to stand up for myself anymore , hes like " u jstlet ppl walk all over u amy" , i deserve it though , if u hurt sum1 sum1 else hurts u bak to even it out. Home really suxs need out , my mum ttly sucks up my brother arse n he nos he has her wrapped round his finger he screams jump she asks how high , she went intodundeetoday n bought him loads of new clothes n am like wtf! she wont buy me anythingor help towards my car or anything , been spending loads of tym with my dad though but i canceled friday withhim cause i no ill jst break down, aaaah i need sleep so bad think iv had 5 hours in 3 days , its killer, taking loads of pro plus to help me work...... if its not dreaming about that am thinking about my driving test , n thats not for ages yet but i jst think to much, i wish my gf was here :o( ,i wish amy was here too , iv really hurt her so bad n iv tried saying sorry i no it dont make up for it!. things always seem better wen she talks it out, am such an arse i mess up my friendshipsn my relationship :o(