I've never seen

[sulwen_earel]

My road is very long
I've traveled a lot
I'm tired and I want to rest
I remember my dreams
All I wanted was peace
And freedom, so bitter to the taste
I tried to ask the right way
But I've never seen
I've never seen
Understanding till this very day

I used to kill and save
I cannot be called saint
But I have nothing to regret
I drank my own blood
When nobody could help
But still I didn't want to look sad
I tried to smile at children
But I've never seen
I've never seen
Anyone to give me a smile

Who am I? I don't know
Distant stars gave birth to me
I came here with a sunbeam
I learnt to live
But was taught to take lives
So I left on a whim
I tried to remember my own deeds
But I've never seen
I've never seen
The limits of good and evil

I've never seen
I've never seen
Where the end is...