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hello all.
well i doubt anyone still reads this. but... i need to just talk. i found an old cd today with my folder from '04. it had pictures and convo's and just stuff i saved from junior year. wow, talk about about a flashback. i cant help but think where we all went. at one point we all used to be SO happy together. all of our flaws, all the stupid jokes. we were just kids. It makes me wonder where we would be if i hadnt left. would ash have kept the baby. would her and darrick be together? would josh and i be together? would we all still hang out? would people i still care about be addicted to drugs and alcohle? would we all be friends?
I mean dont get me wrong.. i love lennon and where our lives have taken us... but i miss that adventure that we all shared. we never looked back. it was hey, this looks fun lets do it! and i havent experienced that since i was with you all. a part of me just really wants to have a nostalgic day, no holds and just hang out and get to know everyone again. see how life has changes us and made us better (hopefully) I just wanted to say how much i REALLY miss you all and hope that in life you are all succeding. you will never know how many times you run across my mind and how much i cherish all of you. be safe my loves!
Lauren Le Blanc
well i doubt anyone still reads this. but... i need to just talk. i found an old cd today with my folder from '04. it had pictures and convo's and just stuff i saved from junior year. wow, talk about about a flashback. i cant help but think where we all went. at one point we all used to be SO happy together. all of our flaws, all the stupid jokes. we were just kids. It makes me wonder where we would be if i hadnt left. would ash have kept the baby. would her and darrick be together? would josh and i be together? would we all still hang out? would people i still care about be addicted to drugs and alcohle? would we all be friends?
I mean dont get me wrong.. i love lennon and where our lives have taken us... but i miss that adventure that we all shared. we never looked back. it was hey, this looks fun lets do it! and i havent experienced that since i was with you all. a part of me just really wants to have a nostalgic day, no holds and just hang out and get to know everyone again. see how life has changes us and made us better (hopefully) I just wanted to say how much i REALLY miss you all and hope that in life you are all succeding. you will never know how many times you run across my mind and how much i cherish all of you. be safe my loves!
Lauren Le Blanc