arggg dreams
today i awoke after a dream of john returning home for some reason or another for christmas break, we went sleading and had a bb gun fight in andys basement. odd yes. but i awoke to realize that i wont see john until the end of july. thats almost a year without seeing one of my few best friends. i guess i never realized how much i missed john until now. we wont be able to go on those late night walks, play croquet in the dark and badmitton in the summer and sledding in the winter. whats worse is that im only going to see him for a month after waiting one year, because of school in august. im glad he had this opportunity to go to germany and from what i could decipher from his letter he seems to enjoy it. i just hope he doesnt forget about us, though i much doubt it.