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This week I wasn't really focused on one specific thing, but today I feel like I've been going through a lot. I think it started with me dropping Nate off at the airport. I felt very much alone after he had left. When I got home and spent time with the Lord, it was so good. I've been learning that my heart and soul need him so badly. I need his companionship and it's so good to know that and depend on it. I'm still feeling listless and aching for my best friends, but it's okay, because it really is drawing me closer to God. Going through this has increased my want for his company.
Maybe someday I'll get used to this whole saying goodbye thing, and maybe quite possibly I never will.
"Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
I thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on
Everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on
I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still
I thought of you and where you'd gone
And the world spins madly on." -the weepies, the world spins madly on
Maybe someday I'll get used to this whole saying goodbye thing, and maybe quite possibly I never will.
"Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
I thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on
Everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on
I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still
I thought of you and where you'd gone
And the world spins madly on." -the weepies, the world spins madly on