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so im really tired of people taking their shit out on me...
and im really tired of people bitching at me when they have no fucking reason to...
or talking shit about me when im standing right in front of them or right behind them...
how about i worry about my own damn problems that dont concern you and you stop bitching at me for my decisions cuz they have nothing to do with you either!!
at least im trying to do something with my time... at least im trying to get a job so i can have money...
and stop fucking bitching at me for not having money all the time... i dont care. i dont ask you to buy me shit. and i dont ask ANYONE to buy me shit. big deal if we're all out and someone's offering to pay for everyone... i get the cheapest thing i can possibly get!! and i've already told him that im giving him like $200 for his fuckin birthday, but i might bump that up to christmas... and then probably just give him another $200 for his birthday...
im so sick of everything always being my fault. im tired of it seeming like you're trying to control my life. fucking stop.
i dont ask you to do anything for me, i dont ask you to get anything for me, and i dont try to plan everything for you.
on that note, stop trying to talk to my boyfriend more than i have a chance to when we're all hanging out together. thats not cool. and its really starting to piss me off.
the only time that you actually seem happy is when you're around one of our other friends. that's the only time you dont seem to be pissed off.
and it always seems like you're always pissed off at me... and for no apparent reason... and that pisses me off...
and then when it is me, you, and my boyfriend, you try and talk to him soooo much that you both basically ignore me and its really starting to fucking piss me off!!
and then you fucking bitch at me for wanting to get a ride from someone when it's on their way to work, but of course when you ask him for a ride so that you can stay out later its ok... yeah sure... at least my reason is better...
and if you know who im talking about, i dont really care if you're pissed off right now because im just telling the truth and how i feel...
and i really just kind of needed to get this off of my chest..
and i dont really fucking care if you and our friend do shit... and im also really kinda fucking tired of that whole joke you have with my boyfriend now too... ive actually been kinda tired of it since the end of our sophomore year.
and i love how going to get me in the morning in the morning on the way to school is out of the way, but going to get someone else isnt... that makes a whole lot of sense too....
*sigh*
but hey, what more am i actually good for? using people for rides, food, and being able to bitch at seems about it right now apparently...
i dont really have much else to say other than that...