thinkin 'bout you
I miss him today. I just keep trying to figure out why he doesn't want me back. Is he that hurt? Everyone else is telling me that the kiss was blown out of proportion. Sam tells me that Ben couldn't possibly be that hurt over the kiss and that he's probably just trying to ride it for as long as he can. But I honestly think that he is hurt. I mean why else would he not want me back? He trusted me and I let him down. And I never planned on telling him. That's probably what bothers him most, that if he had not found out...i would have never let it be known. Man...I suck. I miss him. He was the best thing that had happend to me in a long time.