Update!
Okay so Spike turned out to be obsessive over me, a dickhead, a pathological liar, and a bit 'mental'. He cheated on me, we broke up, called the engagement off and now I'm getting a restraining order put on him. Hopefully that will stop him from trying to fuck with my life.
Remember me mentioning Will (last mentioned Feb 2010), yeah he's not friends with Spike anymore, and we are now seeing each other. <3 He makes me soo happy and keeps his word about everything he says. He's very smart and mature, and understands the ways of the world and the importance of saving money. But at the same time he knows how to act his age (or younger) and have fun and be silly with me sometimes. He knows how to make me smile when I'm sad and keeps me warm when I'm cold. He loves playing with my teddy bears, which always makes me laugh. He says "I love you" more than I do, but always replies with "I love you too" when I do. <3 <3 <3 He's soo gorgeous and sweet and SEXY! He's got the biggest cock I've ever seen. And fuck yes, he knows how yo use it!! Only problem is it's too big for my hand. =( I always feel that I don't satisfy him as much as he does me, and that upsets me. But he doesn't seem to mind, or at least he doesn't show it.
Um, what else. Work is going well. I know what I want to do with my life. I want to work with trees. As soon as I finish my horticultural apprenticeship I want to get a job as a tree surgeon, working in the field using a chainsaw/chipper all day, every day. As I start to get older and as my back wears out I'll stop using those extreme power tools, but stay outside in the field for as long as possible doing tree assessments. As I get even older and very experienced I'll get offered an office job where I'll be the big boss of everything to do with trees. I'll hate being in the office everyday, but it will only be for about 7 years until I retire, and it will be good money, so in the end its all worthwhile. The first 20 years of working (with a chainsaw) will be the best years of my life. I can't wait to get a proper job doing the thing I love - Tree Surgery. <3