you sew me in.... my golden thread....
all is well...
it is very likely that in the next few weeks ill be moving to providence. kristee is moving out, and jim asked me if i wanted to move in. everyone else is cool with it, which rules. i mean, i may as well. i am always there, its like i live there anyway. im always in providence, and when i am home i am not happy. the rent would only be like 50 dollars more than i pay here. pretty sweet deal. i dont think i could get a deal like that anywhere else. kindda sucks that i just spent all that money to redo my room and all a month ago. but i never wanted to stay here permanently, i just thought my mom was going away for a long time, and i wanted to be more comfortable because that color was making me crazy.
the pros...
i would be living with jim.. i love him dearly!!
the apartment is pretty chill and id have my own room
its in providence!
its super cheap and i would have cable and internet
i would be super happy
my roommates i'd have are wicked awesome and nice
i could have people come over anytime of the day
the cons...
i would be farther away from work
if anything happened to my car i would be fucked
my mom would have to work harder without my rent coming in, and id feel kindda bad
i wouldn't be able to bring my cat, the house is on a main road and he would have to be inside and i wouldn't want him to be sad.. and jim is allergic
it wouldn't be as quiet when i want to go to sleep
i think once i talk to my mom that's when it will make or break everything. i dont want her to be upset with me, and if it is really mandatory for me to be here so the house doesn't go up for sale then i would stay. that's the only thing holding me back really. i would miss my kitten but i would come home everyday before work and play with him then go to work (i usually leave jims early anyway so that i can beat traffic).
i think i would be really happy. jim seems really exited about it, and that makes me super exited that he really wants me there.
we'll see.. but i hope everything works out as i want it too..
it is very likely that in the next few weeks ill be moving to providence. kristee is moving out, and jim asked me if i wanted to move in. everyone else is cool with it, which rules. i mean, i may as well. i am always there, its like i live there anyway. im always in providence, and when i am home i am not happy. the rent would only be like 50 dollars more than i pay here. pretty sweet deal. i dont think i could get a deal like that anywhere else. kindda sucks that i just spent all that money to redo my room and all a month ago. but i never wanted to stay here permanently, i just thought my mom was going away for a long time, and i wanted to be more comfortable because that color was making me crazy.
the pros...
i would be living with jim.. i love him dearly!!
the apartment is pretty chill and id have my own room
its in providence!
its super cheap and i would have cable and internet
i would be super happy
my roommates i'd have are wicked awesome and nice
i could have people come over anytime of the day
the cons...
i would be farther away from work
if anything happened to my car i would be fucked
my mom would have to work harder without my rent coming in, and id feel kindda bad
i wouldn't be able to bring my cat, the house is on a main road and he would have to be inside and i wouldn't want him to be sad.. and jim is allergic
it wouldn't be as quiet when i want to go to sleep
i think once i talk to my mom that's when it will make or break everything. i dont want her to be upset with me, and if it is really mandatory for me to be here so the house doesn't go up for sale then i would stay. that's the only thing holding me back really. i would miss my kitten but i would come home everyday before work and play with him then go to work (i usually leave jims early anyway so that i can beat traffic).
i think i would be really happy. jim seems really exited about it, and that makes me super exited that he really wants me there.
we'll see.. but i hope everything works out as i want it too..