Mar 19, 2004 19:08
my birthday went really well. thank you to everyone who left me IM's, messages, phone calls and text messages!!! it made my day!!! brendan rules, i got the roswell boxed set, a clover plant, and an awesome bday card!! ben got me a huge box of velvetta and an as i lay dying shirt, holy shit!! dave gave me cds and popcorn!! my family gave me some money and AAA from my grandmother. i also got to see my godfather. i havent seen him in SO long, i was so surprised to see him. Sunday i am having my party thing. i hope my sister will be there. i miss her, but i know she needs her time and everything right now. i just wish i could be more help to her. ehh...
i cant believe how fast this week went. it seems like just one really big day. i haven't really slept that much.. but not that i mind. i feel on top of the world. even though i would like to say nothing can get me away from this feeling, unfortunately there is a lot of shitty things going on that i have been trying not to think about. tomorrow i go back to work, and i suppose i will go back to the same regularity of every week.
i took lots of pictures today, but i don't think i loaded the camera right, which totally sucks. dummy!
tonight i have a "date". as long as i am even in the same room as him, anywhere in the world i am happy. i love being stuck in the clouds. i'm going to stay here forever... yeah im in super gay mode right now, i love it and i'm happy.
it feels weird to be home...
theres way to much drama here.