bejesuuuussssss
i was bored so i wrote a lot of boring things..
xo
last night was lame... after work i cleaned my room a little, watched some tv, got ready to go to aarons show. i had an hour and a half to kill, so i figured id take a nap.. set my alarm clock cause i knew i wouldn't wake up in an hour and then before i knew it, it was 4 am... retarded me set my alarm clock for am instead of pm... i hate it when i do that shit. im sure it wont be there last, im just bummed i missed out. i hope it went well.
im exited for tomorrow. its kaitlins birthday party. i cant believe she is 4 years old now. and pretty soon (January) i'll have another niece or nephew. i feel bad that i dont spend enough time with her.. i dont know what it is. i feel like i could take her whenever i want, but i feel like my sister will think i will lose her somewhere or something. now that she isnt a baby anymore i would feel a little more comfortable taking her.. i bought her the awesomest birthday presents ever!!
i went to target a couple days ago... and for the first time in one year i bought a couple new pairs of pants and a couple shirts, all on clearance of course. i dont know what it is, but since last year and i realized the horrible debt that i have.. and christmas leaving me in tons of debt, i hated the thought of spending money.. so i havent really. in high school i loved buying new clothes like every week. then i realized how unnecessary it is. i usually wear the same pants everyday.. before that would gross me out if someone did that. but i don't give a shit anymore. i dont need to impress anyone. maybe im being less of a girl? maybe im poor? maybe im growing up and i don't care about that shit anymore?
jim is in portugal visiting family for 9 days! i'm jealous, i wish i could get away from this place sometimes. i hung out with him the day before he left.. i gave him candy, baked him chocolate chip cookies and made him another kick ass mixed tape for his trip. and he made me one too, so weird! we ended up drinking chi, eating the cookies, and watching seven. that movie rules! i ended up only getting like 2 hours of sleep before having to get up and go to work.. oh well no complaints hehe. i got up to get ready for work and jim made me breakfast. hes the bestest. i miss him tons.
this week i have so much shit to do. shit that i have been meaning to do for a long time, but keep putting it off. i need to clean my room again.. meaning i need to organize and move some shit. i need to look into getting a desk.. i have a broken hutch thing that was my grandmothers, and i have no where to put anything. i need to cancel all my classes for school because well, i work during the day now. i didn't get financial aid so i cant afford it anyway. i need to bring my car to get detailed. a beer blew up in my trunk and it smells really bad, and i have glass everywhere. i need to bring lynx to get groomed, cause his big furryness has a lot of matty balls again, poor guy. i need to organize all my paper work, and have a bill night, and then get drunk. jim gave me a record player, so i need to find a cord thing that will hook up the record player to my radio. i need to clean out my closet and give clothes away to good will. i also need to get rid of gizzys cage.. merrrhhhh
today i dont know what i am going to do. hopefully i can hook up with amy later. i miss her so much!! maybe ill work on that list of shit that i need to do. i want to do that all before i have vacation in a couple weeks. i dont want to do any chore shit. maybe ill go away? i hope so.
wow this is the longest thing ever.. im super bored. i need to leave.. stop typing!! acck! bye
xo
xo
last night was lame... after work i cleaned my room a little, watched some tv, got ready to go to aarons show. i had an hour and a half to kill, so i figured id take a nap.. set my alarm clock cause i knew i wouldn't wake up in an hour and then before i knew it, it was 4 am... retarded me set my alarm clock for am instead of pm... i hate it when i do that shit. im sure it wont be there last, im just bummed i missed out. i hope it went well.
im exited for tomorrow. its kaitlins birthday party. i cant believe she is 4 years old now. and pretty soon (January) i'll have another niece or nephew. i feel bad that i dont spend enough time with her.. i dont know what it is. i feel like i could take her whenever i want, but i feel like my sister will think i will lose her somewhere or something. now that she isnt a baby anymore i would feel a little more comfortable taking her.. i bought her the awesomest birthday presents ever!!
i went to target a couple days ago... and for the first time in one year i bought a couple new pairs of pants and a couple shirts, all on clearance of course. i dont know what it is, but since last year and i realized the horrible debt that i have.. and christmas leaving me in tons of debt, i hated the thought of spending money.. so i havent really. in high school i loved buying new clothes like every week. then i realized how unnecessary it is. i usually wear the same pants everyday.. before that would gross me out if someone did that. but i don't give a shit anymore. i dont need to impress anyone. maybe im being less of a girl? maybe im poor? maybe im growing up and i don't care about that shit anymore?
jim is in portugal visiting family for 9 days! i'm jealous, i wish i could get away from this place sometimes. i hung out with him the day before he left.. i gave him candy, baked him chocolate chip cookies and made him another kick ass mixed tape for his trip. and he made me one too, so weird! we ended up drinking chi, eating the cookies, and watching seven. that movie rules! i ended up only getting like 2 hours of sleep before having to get up and go to work.. oh well no complaints hehe. i got up to get ready for work and jim made me breakfast. hes the bestest. i miss him tons.
this week i have so much shit to do. shit that i have been meaning to do for a long time, but keep putting it off. i need to clean my room again.. meaning i need to organize and move some shit. i need to look into getting a desk.. i have a broken hutch thing that was my grandmothers, and i have no where to put anything. i need to cancel all my classes for school because well, i work during the day now. i didn't get financial aid so i cant afford it anyway. i need to bring my car to get detailed. a beer blew up in my trunk and it smells really bad, and i have glass everywhere. i need to bring lynx to get groomed, cause his big furryness has a lot of matty balls again, poor guy. i need to organize all my paper work, and have a bill night, and then get drunk. jim gave me a record player, so i need to find a cord thing that will hook up the record player to my radio. i need to clean out my closet and give clothes away to good will. i also need to get rid of gizzys cage.. merrrhhhh
today i dont know what i am going to do. hopefully i can hook up with amy later. i miss her so much!! maybe ill work on that list of shit that i need to do. i want to do that all before i have vacation in a couple weeks. i dont want to do any chore shit. maybe ill go away? i hope so.
wow this is the longest thing ever.. im super bored. i need to leave.. stop typing!! acck! bye
xo