today
was a series of waves of undeniable nostalgia. i miss your laugh. i miss the way you disagree with me about everything and inevitably need me to reconcile the situation seven different ways before you will laugh again. i miss being able to make you happy. but i don't anymore, and you don't make me happy either so i am not asking for anything from you. i just simply cannot keep my mouth shut when it is smartest to.
