Undating
HEY! Well livejournal hasnt been working lately so i havent been able to update. let's see...Thursday i went to the basketball game and hung out with Dion, Martin, Hunter, Quinn, some english kid, and this asshole Billy. For the most part that was fun. On Friday i didnt feel too good so i just didnt go to school and stayed up way too late. Josh came over and talked about everything. I found out a lot of shit that i probably didnt need to know as far as my friendship with Chelsey. Saturday- Kathryn randomly showed up at my house and was DRIVING...ILLEGALLY lol so we went to go see Hank's grave even though i still have a hard time believing it all really happened. That night Whitney and Kathryn both just disapeared, i was really hurt about it at first but then i got over it. Then i found out that Josh was in jail. He's out now but i was really upset about that. I got really sick that night and ended up having to sleep in the bathroom. I'm still sick now. I have a realy high fever and i'm not very strong. I can't eat much, although i did eat a fruit dish thing that my mom gave me. But then on my way back to the house from the hot tub i threw it all up in the yard. lol. While i was in the hot tub i fell asleep and was already having a hard time holding myself up but i had to stay in so it would help my fever. When my mom saw i was just floating there she got in fully clothed and sat with me pampering me. That was the happiest moment of this weekend. lmao. When i came back to thouse i took some more medacine. We arent quite sure what's the matter with me but my mom is getting really concerned and thinks i might have a sesure (_?can't spell?_) because of the way i've been feeling, the medication, and my shaking...
She wants to take me to the hospital but of course we don't have a car. Jack took it this morning and hasnt come back with it yet. He was being a real ass this morning and he knew i was sick. He yeld at my for drinking his gatorade which was completely retarded considering DEEDEE told me to drink it that it would make me feel better but i guess he doesnt give a shit about me. But i sat down and tried to calm myself when my and my best friend Autumn got in a hudge fight over how she was treating another one of my very close friends. As of right now my head is pounding like crazy and i'm thinking about calling Dylan to see if he can bring me some ice cream and a movie from the store. To top all this off, I really miss Creighton and i can't get a hold of him. Last night while i was laying in the bathroom i was just praying to god that he would take me that's how bad i felt. I told him that if anything hell would be better then when i what i was going through. I'm not even kidding guys. I have never in my life been in this much pain not even when i Nomonia not too long ago. My entire body is mest up. My bones are really weak or something. I honestly have no clue what is giong on with me. I'm taking horse pills for medacine and i'm hoping that they wil help me. I know this is really selfish especially considering my distant relationship with god but please pray for me...i need something. lmao and i guess that's the only thing that's going to help me. Talk to you guys later, sorry if this is dramatic or too complainyyy or whatever i just dont knwo what else to do. lol. At least i'm well enough to type this entry i couldnt even move last night. Alright Always and Forever
-Lillie
She wants to take me to the hospital but of course we don't have a car. Jack took it this morning and hasnt come back with it yet. He was being a real ass this morning and he knew i was sick. He yeld at my for drinking his gatorade which was completely retarded considering DEEDEE told me to drink it that it would make me feel better but i guess he doesnt give a shit about me. But i sat down and tried to calm myself when my and my best friend Autumn got in a hudge fight over how she was treating another one of my very close friends. As of right now my head is pounding like crazy and i'm thinking about calling Dylan to see if he can bring me some ice cream and a movie from the store. To top all this off, I really miss Creighton and i can't get a hold of him. Last night while i was laying in the bathroom i was just praying to god that he would take me that's how bad i felt. I told him that if anything hell would be better then when i what i was going through. I'm not even kidding guys. I have never in my life been in this much pain not even when i Nomonia not too long ago. My entire body is mest up. My bones are really weak or something. I honestly have no clue what is giong on with me. I'm taking horse pills for medacine and i'm hoping that they wil help me. I know this is really selfish especially considering my distant relationship with god but please pray for me...i need something. lmao and i guess that's the only thing that's going to help me. Talk to you guys later, sorry if this is dramatic or too complainyyy or whatever i just dont knwo what else to do. lol. At least i'm well enough to type this entry i couldnt even move last night. Alright Always and Forever
-Lillie