Dorse and stuff...
So he called me last night. ::shakes head:: I don't want to cut the ties completely. Despite all bullshit, Dorse is a very interesting person. But now I just don't know where the bullshit is orginiating and how much of it is coming from other people. Or from him. What the fuck? Like he said last night.. Its just like I'm back in high school. We had a long talk last night, in which he called me three times. I think I can kind of figure out where a part of the crap is getting started from. And the rest... ::shrugs:: Wtf ever. I'll deal with it when it comes back up. I did unload on Dorse last night and that made me feel so much better, getting all those thoughts off my chest.
So the deal is when he gets back in a few weeks, we're going to go spend some Dorse and Naz time together. I'll want Matt in the mix as well. I explained to Dorse what I was looking for and realize what he is looking for. Although they don't mesh well together, he still wants to see what the future holds. So, coffee and storytelling, and then we'll just see what the future holds.
***EDIT***
Nevermind. I'm not committing the above paragraph. Bah. Done. Finished.
***EDIT END***
I'm not going to hunt down the bullshitters in this complete fubar. I've always been one to have a high tolerance when it comes to people who are close to me. But even I have my limits. If it happens again, I swear I will cut all ties with anyone involved. I've lived my life sans drama for a good 5 years now. I'm not willing to give it up to chase after well placed lies and drama filled moments of angst and shit. Get thee behind me Drama!
Anyways.. So last night I went to my boss' house. Woot. Fun. Drank and played spades and shot the shit. They bbq'd and I brought liquor. It was really a last miniute plan. My intention was to go home and die, since there was no one else home for the night. But I couldn't resist. So I went to Buck's and on my way there, I called Dave. Its been since Dave lived here that I have hung out with Buck. It was very nostalgic. Dave, I'm coming to see you this New Years!
On the way back home around 2:00, I called Matt to let him know that I was on my way home, or to Henry's II to hang out with him and his friends from Ruby Tuesday. I somehow dialed Dave's number and woke him up. I didn't realize who I had called till I hung up and looked at the phone. I don't know if he knew it was me or not, but its pretty funny. I'll call him later today and appologize. Whoops.
Anywho.. back to work. As usual. Please let Monday get here ASAP!
So the deal is when he gets back in a few weeks, we're going to go spend some Dorse and Naz time together. I'll want Matt in the mix as well. I explained to Dorse what I was looking for and realize what he is looking for. Although they don't mesh well together, he still wants to see what the future holds. So, coffee and storytelling, and then we'll just see what the future holds.
***EDIT***
Nevermind. I'm not committing the above paragraph. Bah. Done. Finished.
***EDIT END***
I'm not going to hunt down the bullshitters in this complete fubar. I've always been one to have a high tolerance when it comes to people who are close to me. But even I have my limits. If it happens again, I swear I will cut all ties with anyone involved. I've lived my life sans drama for a good 5 years now. I'm not willing to give it up to chase after well placed lies and drama filled moments of angst and shit. Get thee behind me Drama!
Anyways.. So last night I went to my boss' house. Woot. Fun. Drank and played spades and shot the shit. They bbq'd and I brought liquor. It was really a last miniute plan. My intention was to go home and die, since there was no one else home for the night. But I couldn't resist. So I went to Buck's and on my way there, I called Dave. Its been since Dave lived here that I have hung out with Buck. It was very nostalgic. Dave, I'm coming to see you this New Years!
On the way back home around 2:00, I called Matt to let him know that I was on my way home, or to Henry's II to hang out with him and his friends from Ruby Tuesday. I somehow dialed Dave's number and woke him up. I didn't realize who I had called till I hung up and looked at the phone. I don't know if he knew it was me or not, but its pretty funny. I'll call him later today and appologize. Whoops.
Anywho.. back to work. As usual. Please let Monday get here ASAP!