I don't feel like you're attacking me! You know what, I was thinking about it this morning from a less angry viewpoint and a more rational viewpoint, and I guess what I'm feeling is that I have to be more aggressive about my values. It's the same thing as I made a post about a while ago, how it's okay to be a tomboy, at the sacrifice of the feminine woman being painted in a negative light. I feel like the promotion of starting a family later in life makes it unacceptable to start earlier. So I feel like I have to be more aggressive to promote what I think is right...is this making any sense?

And I'd always taken the whole "getting into relationships easy" thing as a side effect of me starting early. After the first one...it's not a big deal. I dunno, maybe someone else can explain it to me but I just don't think there is any anxiety associated with the grand act of revealing you have an interest in someone. You like them, you go out once or twice, it starts. Maybe I'm less picky about liking people than the average person? I definitely see how you might have a little more difficulty since, y'know, deviation from the norm. But in het relationships I seriously don't see what the big deal is about telling someone you like them.

My issue with people who start having kids after 30 is that the body is way past its physical prime for babymaking and you're more likely to have problems...at least that is what I have come to believe. A lot of this stuff I feel is just to do a service to others, for instance, I'm mad that my mom waited until she was 30 to have me because she is going to be so old when I'm having kids...I want my kids to have a young grandma...

I dunno what I'm getting at anymore.

:/