More for me... not for you.
Starting over... playing into what I want, giving it my all, pushing happiness, ignoring old feelings (happily), long evenings by myself, a crisp inhale of new and undiscovered music, plotting on life and what may become of mine, focusing on the way I feel when I hear my favorite sounds, watching the clock constantly, realizing, recognizing, understanding, desire, short-and-sweet-chats with new friends, being comfortable, pillars of the earth, deep drags, looking into his eyes, lifted heart, butterflies in my stomach, futures, dealing, mirrors, attempting motivation, exhilaration, breathlessness, soft skin and the new him.