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[sullenchaos]

Soooo..... It has seriously been a month since my last update. Sorry guys. So my finals are on monday, it's friday morning, and I haven't even begun studying. I was supposed to study last night, but that didn't work, Tony's too cute and I needed some cuddle time! =] Speaking of. Since my last entry, Tony and I have hung out almost everynight, except for like, maybe two... We're totally inseperable. It's pretty cool. Him and Robim and Brandon just got an apartment together last weekend, so that's been fun. And in other good news, Laura and Byron broke up!!!! I'm fucking EXCITED about this cus now I can have my friend back from his evil hold over her. Hhaha. No, but really, she's been calling me and things and wanting to hang out, it's kin of wierd, but great. I missed the shit out of that little biotch. I've been moving my stuff out of Zach's apartment little by little. I don't know why I dont's just get it all at once. I'm just always so tired. We talked a little the other night. He keeps getting upset and telling me how much he misses me, so I asked him - If you miss me and you love me and wish you never would've lost me me, then why did YOU break up with ME? And he said he knew he wasn't good for me, and that he didn't treat me right and he didn't repect me the way I deserve. He said he couldn't hurt me anymore than he already had. I thought this was sweet and mature of him. We both agreed that we love each other and would do anything for each other, but that we are just too different. We are going to stay friends... we were better that way anyway. He's been on this destructive path every since we broke it off, though. I'm not there to regulate and ration, so he's majorly over doing everything. But, I told him that I've noticed his destructiveness and that it wasn't good for him and that he should slow down, and that's all I'm required as a friend to do. I'm not playing mommy anymore. But off that. I think Sara's mad at me... I've been calling her like crazy, I've emailed her, and she's just not replying. I really hope she's not mad at me. :(
Okay, time to go and study.