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I had a shite of a day :( I miss my dad a lot. He would've been really interested in the US election. He respected my opinions from an early age and I've missed talking to him about it.
I miss his voice on the phone. He always said the number, you know, like posh people in comedies. Except if it was late at night, he'd know it was me and he'd say 'Hello Bec'.
My mum had a crap weekend and it hurts that I can't protect her. She banged her head badly and wanted someone to kiss it better and I just. Want someone to kiss this all better.
I have to drive over the river twice a day and it's like a pin in my heart every time I do and today I thought, what if he didn't mean to do it?
Then I thought, but how do you not mean to jump off a bridge? It's not like something that happens accidentally.
I hope tomorrow's better.
I miss his voice on the phone. He always said the number, you know, like posh people in comedies. Except if it was late at night, he'd know it was me and he'd say 'Hello Bec'.
My mum had a crap weekend and it hurts that I can't protect her. She banged her head badly and wanted someone to kiss it better and I just. Want someone to kiss this all better.
I have to drive over the river twice a day and it's like a pin in my heart every time I do and today I thought, what if he didn't mean to do it?
Then I thought, but how do you not mean to jump off a bridge? It's not like something that happens accidentally.
I hope tomorrow's better.