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my grandpa has been in the hospital recovering from brain surgery, he almost died, he is just now getting better. he and my grandma have been in the hospital for 3 weeks. we just found out their house burned down! my grandpa built that house, it has been their home for 50 yrs. i'm sooo sad. i just ache for them. my sister is about to have her baby too. i am trying to be happy....i'm trying really hard, but i'm a big faker. i'm so sad and angry, so tired. i feel like a bad person. i don't know what to do or say. i feel like i'm on auto-pilot watching myself work and go about my day. i so don't wanna be at work right now.