Sep 29, 2005 09:02
well my aunt had her baby. it is really an amazing thing. all that time, all that pushing, all that pain, all the fear, and then out comes this tiny little person, brand new, totally helpless, totally dependent, completely innocent, fresh skin untouched by the sun, completely unaware of the world around her. i wish for one moment i could be like that again. i was watching her and she started to cry and somehow it was beautiful and sad at the same time.
i'm sleepy, i have been getting home too late the last few days. i need to clean the apt., I need to run....and run.....and run. I may go to ko's game, i may go back to the hospital, i don't know yet. i do know that a cup of coffee isn't as good as a latte, but it will do. 3 hours until my lunch break, then after that 4 hours till i'm done. sheesh. sometimes i miss college, not that i liked college, but at least it was a little cooler than a "real" job, lol.
well i guess that is really all for now. i will update again laterz.