How many special people change? How many people living strange?
Man, right about now I'm missng the good ol' days when I lived on Kentucky street. I miss going to GED classes and goofin off wit alla muh GED homiez, I miss walking home and then sleeping till Sheby came home and then walking in the freezing cold ta John and Derek's apartment...our get away back then. I miss just chillin over there with everyone around and jamin out ta music alla time over there. I miss the fun of me and John being a "secret" I miss gettin high wit Sheby on our roof in Lebanan and her almost falling offa the roof when she stood up cuz she was so high!! I miss the long rides to and back from Crawfordsville when I lived in Lebanan. I fuckin miss sheby damnit!!! I miss her spending every weekend at me and John's apartment and watching her dance while she was fuckered up! That shit was halarious! I miss tabi comming over every fuckin day and chillin wit us...damn. That shit seems ta be fer ever ago. Surprisingly I miss hanging out wit Lyle everyday and just cruzin or hanging out at his house and listening ta him and Robin bitch at each other, I miss listening ta him comming up with retard ideas for us all ta do. I miss never knowing what the next day will bring but always having John's arms ta curl up in and go ta sleep. I miss him playing with my hair ALL THE FUCKIN TIME!!
Somehow, in someway, I really do feel aged. I've been through so much this year. And there are so many people that I've lost, and so many that I have found. This year I've created so many wonderful memoriez and good story time telling memoriez! Fuck, this year has been awesome. It'd be even more awesome wit muh Sheby here again! God PLEASE let her come home ta stay this time........
On the brighter side of thangs:
Chelsey and I went tanning today and we got our nails done taday. It was really fun. John never said much about it. Whether he liked my nails or my tan or ne thang. So that kinna sucked but I'm glad that I'm starting ta take care of muhself again. It made me feel prettier! heh! And I haven't felt that way in god knows how long.
Next thang is WEIGHT! I'mma loose this ugly ass fuckin baby weight no matter what it takes!!!
Somehow, in someway, I really do feel aged. I've been through so much this year. And there are so many people that I've lost, and so many that I have found. This year I've created so many wonderful memoriez and good story time telling memoriez! Fuck, this year has been awesome. It'd be even more awesome wit muh Sheby here again! God PLEASE let her come home ta stay this time........
On the brighter side of thangs:
Chelsey and I went tanning today and we got our nails done taday. It was really fun. John never said much about it. Whether he liked my nails or my tan or ne thang. So that kinna sucked but I'm glad that I'm starting ta take care of muhself again. It made me feel prettier! heh! And I haven't felt that way in god knows how long.
Next thang is WEIGHT! I'mma loose this ugly ass fuckin baby weight no matter what it takes!!!