*sigh*

May 18, 2006 00:53

John's gone right now runnin around with his friends and shit. This is the first time really that we've been away from each other...I told him it was okay and that I understood cuz I do and it is okay, I'd rather be here then with them right now, but I didn't figure I'd feel this alone and empty inside without him. I feel like I'm being retarded cuz I mean he aint gonna be gone ferever and what not but still, idk it still feel weird being by myself alla sudden.

I REALLY want a tuna salad sub, but since I can't get that I figured I'd make a tuna sandwhich but his g-ma don't have ne mayo so I can't have ne of that. You don't even know how hard it is ta eat ne thang else when yer craving one spicific thang and you can't get it! But I'm like fer real hungry so I'mma eat some boiled eggs...

You know what I think I'mma do? I think I'mma redo my layout and shit. #1- cuz I haven't done it inna while and this one is now boring and #2- cuz it'll give me somethang ta do and concentrate on while Johns gone...So tell me wutcha think of it and comment! :)

Crys-Lyn Shahan
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