Triplet

May 18, 2005 02:00

so i was watching "Triple the Triplets" on Discovery Health channel,
well, that was the most interesting show of today.
anyway, 3 mothers giving birth to Triplets,
i really want to have my own.
if my small ass can afford.
one pain, three kids, set for a family.

so thinking about myself being pregnant,
i imagine comfortness with whoever the daddy is,
what a warm and lovely moment,
i mean, i kinda imagine my kids' dad,
someone warm, funny, smart and nice, and of course, handsome.
and someone def. knows how to love me.
i change them around among the guys i know,
and imagine who would be the best dad,
(sorry guys, it might be little disturbing that me thinking every guy i know as a daddy, but it was just as A DAD, NOT my HUSBAND)
anyway,
i want a triplet.

but the thing is that when i thinking about parenting my kid,
meaning when i picturing myself raising my kids,
i am not with their kids, it's more like me being mother with my mom.
so when i picture myself, i am a single mom,
probably divorced, or something, (no wonder why my independency was so high)
i donno why i dont see myself with someone,
it's very sad, i just wanna believe that it's because both of me and my hasband are so busy, we have to fly around outside of country, that's why.

anyway, i was talkigna bout this to vee,
and she said she will get a jar of Sperms for my birthday,
hahaha, so i asked for supermodel, instead of doctor or lawyer.

maybe i shouldnt think about me having a baby,
maybe i just want some constant, and stable love and attention and being treated like a baby, from some special someone,
i think the second theory is right,
but yea, when i am married, and ready for a family,
i want TRiPLET.
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