May 12, 2006 22:42
so, another school year is ending. it happens every year, always has. but now it is becoming different. there is only going to be one more year left to have an end. freshman year, there was a bench in the lobby close to the office. it started with 4 people sitting there, and gradually more and more people came until it became the largest gathering spot for people in the morning. we were all friends then. we all liked each other(for the most part). the year ended, a new one started. sophomore year we all met up at the bench for maybe half the year and then slowly one by one people started leaving. we still saw each other and waved sometimes. that year ended, junior year started. it was noticeable that a big group of real friends didnt exist anymore. sometimes we encounter each other still, and some of those times we still wave or smile. whats going to happen next year? each year of high school has gone by faster than the year before...if things continue next year will end and we will split off to different parts of the state or country, chances of running into one another to wave or smile and talk become significantly lower. one day we will think back and remember these paople, and then another day, we wont. when i was little i never imagined life not in school, being grown up, or not regularly seeing the people im with on a daily basis.
i remember when everybody had one of these livejournals. we all talked to each other constantly. so for anyone who i used to talk to and remembers me, just letting you know i remember all of you. i dont see the future bringing us all back together at any point in time right now or at least any time soon. maybe its just me, maybe ive just placed myself further away and nobody else feels this way. well, later
Tony