Ill at ease

[suku]

I had this moment where I peeked into my future. And it was different, neither bad nor good. Just unlike anything I was expecting. Rather, was I expecting anything at all? It's one aspect of life that I didn’t even think exists. It just felt unusual and weird. And when I don’t understand an emotion, I experience these uneasy sensations that sort of make me cry. I am afraid and unprepared. I am not sure. On face value, I am diplomatic, inside I am just nervous, so nervous it hurts.

This is so cryptic. This is so weird.