Jun 21, 2005 12:04
So my time in Ft.Myers is just about over. I'm moving on Sat to NC I'm excited but at the same time dreading it. It hasnt really hit me yet that I'll be gone for will be forever to a lot of people. I have a feeling that as soon as I get across the state line It's going to hit me. I think I had a nice run in this town, I mean hell I'm not a criminal, druggie, drunk (thats argueable), beach kid like most the fuckers my age. I think NC will be a good place for me, I'll get to do what I love everyday. Which is awesome and I think everybody should be able to do that at least for awhile, if not for their whole life.
I don't know man, at the same time i feel as though i let a great oppurtunity slip through my fingers. If anything she is the only reason I'd ever come back to this place or want to stay and make things the way I think they should have been.
I guess I just need to pull my britches up and walk on down the line.
but, never forget.