Nov 05, 2004 19:18
I'm by myself right now, It's only been almost 3 hours, but it feels like forever. Even if someone else was here, I don't think it would feel any different.
When I'm alone I think, and when I think I sometimes manage to find some conjucture that fits with whatever I'm thinking about, or I discover something so horrifyingly true and inescapable that I feel dissempowered because of it.
There are truths we cannot escape from and things we cannot have or do without causing a considerable amount of collateral damage. So, the question we must then ask ourselves is: Is it worth it to get what I want? They say the end justifies the means, but as you approach the end, you begin to wonder if what you did was truely worth your end result. All you can do then is hope for a damn good ending. If you dont get one, all those bad means are in vain.