I hate autumn. I love autumn. Yes, it's about a guy...AGAIN ;/
Autumn depression
By ToTo
I’m living my life
I’m watching the sky
I’m dreaming my dream
Maybe someday You will dream the same dream
Maybe someday we will meet in that dream
And You will say: I love You
And I will answer: I love You too
And we will live happily for ever
I can’t reach You in my thoughts
I can’t reach You in my sight
I can’t even reach You on the same hall
Why is that I’m not pretty
Why is that the heaven is so high
We can’t see our faces
We’re just dolls after all
Walking over our masters
Dying in pain
Killing the beauty of ourselfs
The words I wanted to tell You
They faded away so easily
I forgot what I came to live for
That autumnal day You created me
But You didn’t ask me to live
Was it that You didn’t want me to live
I was Your first and last
The only one
But I wasn’t how I wanted to be
Pretty shy smart
Living for real
Fall is coming again
Can You hear the wind
It’s whispering my story
Another unwelcomed feelings
Yes, I’m dreaming now
It must be nice to be with someone You love
Laughing from every stupid thing
And writing in Your memory every little moment
Yes,my master, I’m dreaming now the same dream
As You dreamt years ago
I know it's really pathethic and have many grammar mistakes and surely it sounds like a 11 year old girl's love confession,but... today I'm so despondent that I no longer care. I just must throw the words out of me and I'll be better.