Prince Blanket Burke-Slocum-Herkimer-Jackson
when my little Blanky came into my life.. i knew that i'd never be the same. things started a little rocky. i wasn't planning on motherhood at the age of 16. i've heard some terrible horror stories about teen motherhood. Blanky and i didn't get along. actually.. i referred to her as "that bitch" and gave it immediately to it's 2nd mother, Lyndsay. Blanket really took to Lyndsay. they loved each other. Blanket and I on the other hand? well, she didn't like me. especially when i tipped her upside down. hehe.
after a long school day of Blanket/Hannah bonding.. i grew to enjoy her company. i realized that i do love my child.
i came home and played with her ALL afternoon. Lee was going to come and join me, but sadly he couldn't =( it would have been so much fun strolling little Blanky down the street with him. anyways.. i brought Prince Blanket to a school event with Lyndsay that night. She was so good! she didn't even cry =) most likely because Lyndsay was holding her. what an excellent mother Lyndsay Marie Herkimer is!!
then night time came .. and i like my sleep, so i was a bit nervous that she was going to wake me up with crying and complaining. but amazingly .. SHE DiDN'T CRY!! she didn't make a sound. and when i woke up i thought that i had somehow killed her! but luckily my little blanky was alive and kickin'. but sadely.. i had to give her up this morning. it is always a hard thing .. giving up your baby. but it's something that i had to do. i don't have a job, the baby doesn't even know it's father.. [ at least i have learned to put an end to my slutty ways] and i am just not emotionally ready to raise Blanket. she will be much better where she is .. sitting in a box on the health room floor =)
Blanky .. i will miss you. you're always in my heart.
hehe. i take health class SO seriously. =)
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anyways .. tomorrow is open mic! i am quite pumped! i get to chill with the posse. ANNND Mariesa and Sydney! <3<3 whoo. i'm pumped to chill with them. it's gonna be goood times. [Marisa and i are so evil.. it's wonderful]<3<3
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HE HAD THE VAN! and i wasn't even HOME!! ahhhg. how i long for that back seat again ..
<3<3<3
after a long school day of Blanket/Hannah bonding.. i grew to enjoy her company. i realized that i do love my child.
i came home and played with her ALL afternoon. Lee was going to come and join me, but sadly he couldn't =( it would have been so much fun strolling little Blanky down the street with him. anyways.. i brought Prince Blanket to a school event with Lyndsay that night. She was so good! she didn't even cry =) most likely because Lyndsay was holding her. what an excellent mother Lyndsay Marie Herkimer is!!
then night time came .. and i like my sleep, so i was a bit nervous that she was going to wake me up with crying and complaining. but amazingly .. SHE DiDN'T CRY!! she didn't make a sound. and when i woke up i thought that i had somehow killed her! but luckily my little blanky was alive and kickin'. but sadely.. i had to give her up this morning. it is always a hard thing .. giving up your baby. but it's something that i had to do. i don't have a job, the baby doesn't even know it's father.. [ at least i have learned to put an end to my slutty ways] and i am just not emotionally ready to raise Blanket. she will be much better where she is .. sitting in a box on the health room floor =)
Blanky .. i will miss you. you're always in my heart.
hehe. i take health class SO seriously. =)
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anyways .. tomorrow is open mic! i am quite pumped! i get to chill with the posse. ANNND Mariesa and Sydney! <3<3 whoo. i'm pumped to chill with them. it's gonna be goood times. [Marisa and i are so evil.. it's wonderful]<3<3
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HE HAD THE VAN! and i wasn't even HOME!! ahhhg. how i long for that back seat again ..
<3<3<3