Some people aren't worth it... it sucks

[suki_my_suki]

I have now realized that all I want is lost, and all I knew is forgotten. I thought that some people were worth having as friends but all in all aren't worth the breath it takes to curse them. I'm sorry if some people don't agree with what I've done, and what I'm now trying to do. Help and comfort your friends, by all means, all it seems I can do is hurt and cause hurt. There is someone that I have hurt very badly in recent events and I apologize. Please don't hold it against me. I love you. As a friend, as a lover, and everything else. Thank you for allowing me to be in your life... unless better things happen I doubt that much of anything I do will matter. To you people who act like my friends and turn around and say things that you THINK I won't see or hear, forget you. Obviously you are one of the people that I mentioned in the begining. I have tried and failed and I give up... normally I don't do this and the only reason I will be civil to you is because I have (at least a little bit) class. So suck on that. And to all the people who have sustained me and lifted me up... THANK YOU. You hold are held very dearly. Family, Friends, and Loved ones.
Love and Blessed Be