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tired, slow dreamy. last night my frie alarm ketp goign off for no reason. a sureal state of waking and noise, and then rememebring i was sad, and the middle of the night feeling appropriate for such remembering.
mournign is strange. tongiht is the visitation. he was already cremated, so no open casket. which is probably good. although, it still feels unreal and i wsa thinking that seeing him would make it more real.
whatever that means.
heavy. my heart is heavy.
mournign is strange. tongiht is the visitation. he was already cremated, so no open casket. which is probably good. although, it still feels unreal and i wsa thinking that seeing him would make it more real.
whatever that means.
heavy. my heart is heavy.