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[sukhino]

i would like to say that i am still so very happy. life as this sweetness and this humour like never before. perhaps it is the place, and the lack of reponsibilities. but i don't think so, cause i see many grumpy faces around me, people strung out with walls up and worries on their faces. worries abou tnot getting their share, about being ripped

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[aeon_of_maat]

I don't think it is possible to escape the world in your head without also escaping the external world. they seem to be part of the same process, and any chang ein one corresponds with change in the other.
there are definitely varying degrees of separation, and perhaps the only point of practice is to become AWARE of all the levels of perception contained within your 'self', but at a certain point, all one becomes is a function of what is going on around one. or vice versa. every thought that enters your head reflected on the lips of those who fill your space. suddenly it is no longer important to say anything.
I call it 'love'.
and it challenges the separate nature of phenomena with a melting pot of psychic energy that underlies all those same phenomena. the you/I division is just not so relevant any more.
just mindless mirrors in which goddess worships herself through reflection.
in order not to have to spend all her time in the infinite (which can get boring after a while).
what you see is what you get.
oh, hey. is there any chance you'll be visiting your mom when you return from india? Nat's in the hospital again, fleeing from life and in a pretty dark and isolated place. You're the one person in the world who I think could help him understand his predicament and turn it into a super power, instead of the sickness my family seem to be programming him with. even a phone conversation would do, but you know the value of oral tradition, so I was hoping you could meet with him if you are in halifax.
is that a possibility? he'll probably be there for several months.

[sukhino]

i would loveto talk to your brother. um, but actually my mom is gettin married the following july, so i don't think i will go this summer.
but, but but. i never know. in the mean time why don't we set up a phone chat when i get back.

and yes i am with you on the first bit of your comment.
i think that this is the startignpoint of practice, that there will be more points as i continue to practice.
in general i am having fun with choiceless awareness. and with the fact that life is seeming ever more simple the and mroe i am watching it. and also ever more mystical as i relax into no thavign the answeres, in not needing to know how it all came to be.
it is such a light feeling to not want things to be answered so much.

[aeon_of_maat]

yeah. its funny how the stereotypical mystic is the one who answers all questions with other questions.
once nats out of the hospital and you're back to canada, I'll see about setting up a call. It shouldn't be hard.
L-ov-E