the fucking crow and the people vs. larry flynt?
i'm up because i can't sleep. i had coffee with austin earlier and it has given me the worst case of heartburn i've ever had. so, because i like to inflict pain on myself every now and then, i've been looking up my older siblings on the internet. it's something i do with less and less frequency as i get older, but still, there are days when i'm feeling especially introverted and feel compelled to find out information about them. i looked up my sister andrea (the one who was on blue's clues) under the name "kathleen andrea kane," 'cause that's he full name, and discovered, low and behold, that she was not only in "the peopel vs. larry flynt" but in "the crow."
http://www.voterusty.com/movies/videodb/trace.php?videodburl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.imdb.com%2Fname%2Fnm0437362%2F&PHPSESSID=3a675bd0a74e449e1b4f4c57816bdae9
you've got to be fucking kidding me. the blue's clues connection was trippy. and the fact that she's a stripper in "the people vs. larry flynt" is funny as shit. but "the crow?" that's one of the defining films of my generation. (even if it is pretty fucking lame at this point.) i watched it during a defining time in my life. it's a part of my history that came after my siblings stopped being a part of my life and to find out that she was in it makes me feel even more sick to my stomach than the coffee does.
blargh. i wonder sometimes if we ever get out from underneath our past. there's no rational reason that i should still search out people i haven't had contact with in almost twenty years. there's no reason that mention of them should make me hurt still. or make me contemplate cross country trips and confrontation.
i can hear the hamster running on his wheel and it makes me wonder why i'm still awake. i feel compelled to watch "the people vs. larry flynt" before i go to bed. maybe i will.
http://www.voterusty.com/movies/videodb/trace.php?videodburl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.imdb.com%2Fname%2Fnm0437362%2F&PHPSESSID=3a675bd0a74e449e1b4f4c57816bdae9
you've got to be fucking kidding me. the blue's clues connection was trippy. and the fact that she's a stripper in "the people vs. larry flynt" is funny as shit. but "the crow?" that's one of the defining films of my generation. (even if it is pretty fucking lame at this point.) i watched it during a defining time in my life. it's a part of my history that came after my siblings stopped being a part of my life and to find out that she was in it makes me feel even more sick to my stomach than the coffee does.
blargh. i wonder sometimes if we ever get out from underneath our past. there's no rational reason that i should still search out people i haven't had contact with in almost twenty years. there's no reason that mention of them should make me hurt still. or make me contemplate cross country trips and confrontation.
i can hear the hamster running on his wheel and it makes me wonder why i'm still awake. i feel compelled to watch "the people vs. larry flynt" before i go to bed. maybe i will.