「90 Minutes」《Chapter 18》
Title: 90 Minutes
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre: angst, drama, smut, romance
Length: chaptered
Word Count: 4,074 words
Rating: NC-17
“I knew I mustn’t come to the party...” his voice was sad and trembling. He turned around and got out of there quickly. That night was being a hell. He knew no one, everyone's gaze was over him, then Satoshi's ex-fiancée appeared and it was Sho's fault. The least thing he needed at that moment was an argument with his partner. So he only ran away, noticing that nobody followed him. When that happened, they always were alone to think and calm down. Kazunari was sure that they would sort it out soon, they just needed to end the party and be calm.
Kazunari was walking to go upstairs and suddenly, he found Sho going down. The sir's partner looked down and continued walking, but Sakurai caught his arm to stop him. “Are you angry with me?” he asked, but Ninomiya did not know if it was anger, sadness or despair for getting out of there.
“What are you trying after taking his ex-fiancée here?” Ninomiya was straight as always. Sakurai clicked his tongue and pulled him to a more private space.
“I'm trying nothing. It's family's issues” he seemed troubled, like if he did not want to tell him. Then, as if all the pieces fixed, the puzzle broke completely again.
“Is she your relative? Wait, then, why are you working here?” Kazunari widened his eyes. Sakurai was a relative of Satoshi's ex-fiancée. Could that night be crazier?
“She’s my sister and that's a long story. I don't know what Shi is trying here, don't leave Satoshi alone, okay?” Sho warned him with worried eyes. Kazunari was lost, why should he be with Ohno? What would happen if he was not with him? At that moment, that was impossible to fulfil.
“We’ve just argued, I don't think-“
“Kazunari, you don't understand what's happening here. Being his boyfriend made you have strong enemies. Be careful, but it's up to you” Sakurai warned him with a serious face, one which seemed so unusual in him. So, without wanting a reply or having any word more, Sakurai walked away, leaving him alone. Ninomiya leaned on the wall and wondered what could happen if Satoshi was not beside him. A sudden concern appeared inside of him and it was impossible the anger was stronger, his first priority was taking care of Satoshi.
Then, sighing deeply, he decided to return to the place where he had left him alone, just in case Sho was right and something bad happened. His walk was fast even when he did not realize it, indeed his concern towards Satoshi was bigger than anything else. Breathing nervously, he caught the door handle, but abruptly he heard how he talked with someone. Who was inside? He decided to take a peek before coming. His eyes only watched the back of Jun and Satoshi so close to him. As if he was living a nightmare, he saw how Ohno did a step forward, grabbed Jun's jaw and kissed him.
He wanted to shout, but he had no voice. He had no oxygen in his lungs, he had no heart beating. He had nothing already after observing that. He did not understand what Satoshi said when the kiss ended, he did not want to know it either. Then, with a smile, as if what he had done was not wrong, they hugged and finally their gazes crashed. A dead one against trouble eyes. Before starting to cry, he took the decision to let them be alone and finish whatever they were doing; he walked fast to the bedroom, holding back the tears, and leaned his back on the door, closing his eyes tightly. His chest was burning, burning with a fire created because of the images he had seen with his own eyes.
Suddenly, the door was pushed to be opened from outside and Kazunari turned around to watch how Satoshi came inside in a hurry. Full of pain and rage, before he could say anything, Kazunari ran to him to hit him, wherever his hands reached, but Ohno grabbed his two wrists and pushed him backwards until falling on the bed because Kazunari lost his balance due to the crash. Ninomiya moved under him while crying and trying to get his hands free from Ohno's grip.
“Let me go! I don't want to see you! Satoshi, let me go...” he gave up without any strength more. Hastily, Ohno hugged him, one of his arms around his torso and another wrapped around his neck, grabbing his hair tightly. Kazunari sobbed loudly and his hands stroked Satoshi's biceps because he did not want to be weak at a time like that.
“Let me explain you...” Ohno begged beside his ear and Kazunari shook his head. He knew perfectly what he had seen, his words would be only more pain to bear with when he only wanted to be alone and cry. “Is this how much you trust me?” Satoshi raised his head to look at him straight; Ninomiya looked down because indeed, he was distrusting him so much at that moment. Did he want to distrust him? Satoshi had never betrayed him, but he was so weird with Jun, maybe he did love his butler yet.
“Just tell me it's not true...” he cried out, hugging him tightly. In fact, Ohno was his protection, even if he had been who had hurt him, Ninomiya needed to be in his arms and feel that warmth to calm down.
“What you think is not true” Satoshi spoke softly. How could he say that? He truly knew what he had seen, why was he misunderstanding it? His boyfriend had kissed another person while smiling, did he need more proofs?
“I don't care, let me be alone! Go with your butler!” he shouted on his face and Satoshi hit the mattress beside his head hard, so hard that it cut Ninomiya's breath off.
“Do you prefer to lose me before hearing the truth?! It's my fault, okay? I was the one who kissed him because I wanted to thank him all he had done for us lately!” his voice was loud, the vein so marked in his neck, his breath so irregular through his mouth and nose. It crashed against Kazunari's lips and as always, that side of Satoshi was still being scary for him.
“And you kissed him. A hug, a thanks, a gift weren't enough, right? I will go kissing Aiba and Sakurai because they helped me too” he spat it, still with his hands touching his shoulders. Satoshi sighed to sit on the bed after and glanced at Ninomiya.
“Only Jun and I know what that kiss meant and it was gratefulness, we needed to end it finally. I need to forget what happened with Jun to focus on you” Ohno explained with a hurtful voice and Kazunari did not care at all. He was too angry at that moment. He could calm down and think of it coldly, but that truly hurt him.
“But why a kiss?” he sat beside him, trying to understand it, but his mind was about to explode. Satoshi brushed his hair desperately.
“It was just a kiss, I didn’t do it because I love him or because I was cheating on you, please stop being jealous” Ohno stood up defeated to take off his jacked and tie to open the shirt. Ninomiya repeated his steps to catch the collar of his shirt and push him until finding the wall with his back.
“Jealous? I'm not jealous! You hurt me. What you're doing is so unfair, because I can't be close to another man due to your jealousy, but you can go kissing everyone that it has to be fine” he clarified in a deep voice and Satoshi kept staring at his eyes. His hands were shaking, for sure Ohno was feeling it against his torso.
“At least, I trust you, the ones I don't trust are them. I know you'll never betray me” Satoshi spoke. Kazunari looked down because his gaze was burning his soul. Indeed, they both were being so unfair with each other. They were crashing too much because of just a kiss. And Kazunari wondered if that was worth it.
His hands dropped his clothes and turned around, having enough already for that night. He only wanted to sleep and see everything with other shape the next day. He went to the bathroom and started to undress with Ohno outside, he did not care. His hands removed his boxers and when he was taking them off from his ankles, he felt someone catching his hips and crashing his crotch against his butt. Ninomiya widened his eyes and turned around angry.
“What’s wrong with you?” the young man shouted at him while looking into his dark eyes. He gulped, going backwards slowly when Ohno approached him. He was naked and felt so helpless like that. Satoshi removed his shirt sexily and opened his fly, all without stopping looking at him. Kazunari knew what he was doing, his eyebrows were a bit frowned, showing his concern. He needed sex to know they would keep together after that. Did Ninomiya want to continue? In fact, he could not live without Satoshi, but also he did not fight so much to end it just because of a kiss. Without realizing it, he was trusting Ohno. His words. He just wished not to be wrong.
Then, Satoshi approached his lips, but Kazunari stopped him. “I don't want to kiss you yet” he spoke and Ohno seemed to understand it because he lowered his mouth to his neck and sucked it slowly. Kazunari refused to taste his lips right after kissing Jun. He could take it as a punishment.
“Kazu, I need your lips...” the sir muttered while his hands touched his body. He shook his head and heard how his partner sighed, lowering his eyes. “You’re not hard...” Ohno spoke surprised and Kazunari rolled his eyes.
“And what do you expect? I'm not an addicted-to-sex sir as you” he spat, still angry, but he felt bad after saying it. Mostly because of the gaze Satoshi showed to him. It was sad, he even stopped a few seconds with his eyes looking at the nowhere. Kazunari gulped, not knowing what to do and he placed his hand on his chest. It was his birthday after all, their first birthday together, should he be so stubborn and ruin it? Ohno did not seem as enjoying it either.
Suddenly, the sir nodded slowly and did a step backwards to catch his shirt on the floor and walked to the door. Ninomiya called his name, but Satoshi did not look behind and closed the door, leaving him alone. The young man hit the wall with a fist, knowing that maybe that night that bed would be so cold and empty. Both were guilty, but they two also were too nervous and proud like to fix it easily. And that was hurting him more than the kiss, the fact they could not sort it out easily. He wondered why if they loved each other so much. It seemed a mystery for him and his head was hurting so much that evening.
His desire to take a shower disappeared, but he did not want to go out either. So he only dressed a T-shirt and boxers to get in the bed. His ears were hearing the sound of the music outside. His eyes looked at the clock and he found it was still seven o'clock pm. His hands caught the phone to play a while, but nothing worked, his mind was only thinking of Ohno. What was he doing now? Was he fine? Was he enjoying the party? Or was he with Jun again? No, he should stop that. He should stop being jealous of Jun, he was Satoshi's past, a closed book. Nothing to worry about. Right?
Suddenly, someone knocked on the door and Kazunari raised his head quickly, waiting Satoshi to come inside, but breaking his hopes, Masaki was the one who was greeting him. He was really handsome in suit and Ninomiya was happy to see him smiling again. Aiba approached the bed without a word and sat beside him. The young man hugged his friend tightly and Masaki rubbed his back, comforting him for a while.
“I didn’t find you in the party, I saw Satoshi alone, what happens now?” Aiba asked with his usual velvety voice and Kazunari gulped.
“I found Satoshi and Jun kissing...” he confessed while breaking the embrace and Masaki only raised his eyebrows.
“They will never change...” he sighed, rolling his eyes. Ninomiya frowned and caught his arm.
“What do you mean?” his heart was shaking, somehow he had the feeling that Satoshi was not as wrong as Kazunari thought.
“I’ve been Jun's friend since we were kids, then sometimes I played with Satoshi too and it was usual to see them pecking each other's lips as a game until they grew up and they did it seriously, but they were never boyfriends” Masaki explained and Kazunari closed his eyes. So indeed, Satoshi was saying the truth. “I know that, as his boyfriend, you don't like to see him kissing other people, but I'm sure he was not cheating on you” he patted his shoulder, but Ninomiya frowned.
“Maybe Satoshi didn’t, but Matsumoto will try-“
“Jun won’t do that. It's true that he's so in love with Satoshi, and he was terribly jealous of you, but I made him understand. You can trust him” Aiba tried to make him realize Jun's good side, but the young man was still suspicious of him. He was not distrusting Masaki's words, but it was so soon to trust an unknown yet.
“Why are you so sure that he won't chase Satoshi anymore?” Kazunari asked, wondering how naïve he could be sometimes. Aiba seemed troubled and approached him.
“Promise me not to tell anyone” his friend spoke lowly and he nodded. “I saw Sho and Jun kissing the other day” he confessed and Ninomiya widened his eyes. Was everyone crazy in that house?
“Are they a couple?” his voice showed how surprised he was and Aiba nodded seriously.
“I asked Sho and he has asked Jun to go out. Apparently, they both are trying to forget you two by being together” Masaki spoke, glancing at his friend with curious gaze.
“I-“ his words were cut off by a person coming inside the room. Satoshi appeared hastily and he froze when he saw Aiba with Ninomiya. He did not say anything and approached a little desk he had. His eyes followed that slender shape through the bedroom and he wanted to hug him, after an hour, his anger had disappear and now only regrets were fulfilling his mind. Then, as if he could read his mind, Aiba smiled at him and caught his hand.
“Let’s talk tomorrow” he stood up to leave, not without turning around. “Bye, Satoshi” he spoke and the sir only glanced at him and nodded. Then, the friend disappeared and Kazunari stared at him. He was waiting some type of hint to know how he was, but it seemed impossible to guess when Ohno was so cold. He was like the ice sometimes.
Without knowing why, the sir approached the bed, just the side where Ninomiya was sitting, but being the opposite the young man imagined, Ohno only opened a drawer from the nightstand. Taking advantage of the closeness, Kazunari grabbed his suit in a weak attempt to call his attention. However, Satoshi only looked at him with a poker face. He felt ridiculous in front of those rude eyes and the only thing he was able to do was lowering his head while dropping his jacket. Abruptly, a slender hand caught his chin to make him look up.
“I told you. You can't say whatever you want just because you're angry” Satoshi spoke lowly and removed his hand from his face.
“I know but-“ he was cut off by a door, which was closed strongly. “I’m sorry...” that apology was a weak murmur before starting to cry. It was true that Satoshi could not go kissing everyone he wanted, but as always Kazunari had said useless things. That poisoned tongue was his protection not to be hurt by people around him. He had lost a lot of friends because of that, Ninomiya did not want to lose Satoshi too. He needed to control it, at least with his boyfriend.
Wanting to rest a bit, he lay down, hugging the pillow slightly, and cried alone for a while. He was so tired that even tears did not want to go out anymore. His hand rubbed the empty space on that bed and he felt so lonely again. Kazunari hated having arguments with Satoshi, after all he regretted it with all his might. That was not the life he wanted to offer Ohno. His unique desire was making him happy, but he was failing even in it.
Suddenly, he heard how the door was opened and he closed his eyes to seem asleep. His ears listened to how Satoshi was changing his clothes and how he approached the bed to get in. Kazunari tried to glance at him a bit and found Ohno facing him so close. He supposed that the sir was still thinking he was sleeping, so he continued not moving a single part of his body. And after a while, when he thought they would keep like that, a warm hand rubbed his cheek sweetly. He wanted to smile and hug him, but waited to see what Satoshi was going to do.
Not expecting it at all, he felt two lips against his. A softly kiss was left on his dry ones and Kazunari opened his eyes to watch how Ohno was kissing him, he was wonderful. Then, when he broke it, Ninomiya looked at him. Their gazes seeming as talking, but everything they wanted to speak was being told without words. And understanding him better than anyone, Kazunari approached him to be on top of his body under the sheets. They kissed, as if they had never done it, while the young man was feeling two hands lowering his boxers. He was okay with that, after all he needed him inside.
Kazunari was moving slowly, enjoying him completely while Satoshi was sucking his neck and touching him. Little gasps left out his mouth, which was kissed after. He felt in a heaven, Ohno was his heaven of pleasure. That was their way to sort it out and calm to talk and apologize after, because Kazunari needed to do it and be sure that everything was still fine for their relationship. Even though he could not know if Satoshi was not angry anymore; his caresses, his kisses, his slow moves. Everything was weak and seemed careful. And Kazunari loved it with all his might.
Suddenly, without knocking, a beautiful woman opened the door and found them in the bed. Kazunari stopped hastily and Satoshi turned his head around to look at her rudely. “Get out of-“
“Oh, I'm sorry for disturbing you while your whore is fucking you” she smiled, trying to seem surprised. Ninomiya knew that Ohno was so angry because his hands were nailed on his skin.
“Don't make-. Oh, fuck...” Satoshi spoke abruptly because Kazunari had started to move at a medium speed. He was trying to give her the same medicine and he did not care if she was watching. Better like that, she would realize that Satoshi was his, so her jealous games were not effective already.
Ninomiya moaned his name loudly, feeling his tip already wet, he did not want to cum in front of her, that was not in the plans, but he glanced at her and she did not move at all. Then, Satoshi sat with him to hug his body and Kazunari embraced his neck as well. They started to kiss while his hips thrust him restlessly. Ohno tasted his neck and torso again and Kazunari only arched his back, almost in his limit already. He was wishing her to go away and let them be alone. And luckily, they heard a strong hit of the door closing and smiled when there was no one else than them in the room.
“I thought I would have to come in front of her...” Satoshi said between gasps. Kazunari chuckled a bit and continued faster. He was mesmerized by that man kissing his lips, how he sucked his lower one. Just right after a few minutes, Kazunari moaned heavily while releasing himself hard between their bodies and having Satoshi coming inside of him. He sighed, being hugged by his partner and they both fell on the mattress; Kazunari cuddling up in his arms.
“Why did you continue with her watching us?” Satoshi asked with a low voice and Ninomiya kissed his torso several times.
“Because I wanted to show her I'm not your whore” the young man closed his eyes when he rested his head on his torso and Satoshi covered him better with the sheets.
“Don’t believe anything which comes from her. She's still hating me so much” Ohno spoke before sighing and brushed his hair sweetly. Ninomiya kept thinking his answer and saw a perfect timing to return to the main point of all of that.
“I trust you only” his voice was weak and his hand caressed his naked torso slowly. Satoshi kissed his hair.
“Then show it properly” he sounded still bothered about that and Kazunari raised his head to sit down while looking at him. Ohno leaned his back on the wall, seemed willing to talk.
“I'm sorry... I didn’t like that kiss at all and I was horribly afraid of the chance that you would choose another person instead of me... After all, there are a lot of things which I don't know yet and I misunderstand what is already normal for you” he explained softly, trying not to end up in another argument and Satoshi seemed as shaking the white flag too. “I only ask you not to kiss anyone again...” his eyes were begging that and Satoshi nodded finally. Those warms hands, he loved so much, caressed his cheeks and went down to find his own hands and intertwined their fingers.
“I promise, Kazu” he spoke with his husky voice and approached him to peck his lips. Ninomiya smiled shyly and played biting his lower lip. He was relieved that everything was fine already. That fear, he had every time they fought, was so heavy to handle, that was why he needed to control his words and try to live in peace with him.
“I have a present for you” suddenly he said to forget all the problems around them. Satoshi frowned with his mouth opened, he looked lost and Kazunari decided to stand up and search for it in his jacket. He placed his hands behind his back and approached the bed to be in front of him. “Happy Birthday, Satoshi” his hands revealed a little blue box with a yellow lace. Ohno took it slowly, opened carefully and observed its inside while frowning.
“What's...?” he muttered as his hand caught a platinum pendant with the shape of an hourglass hanging from it. His fingers touched it, looking at every detail of it. “Why doesn’t it have sand? Or at least the shape of it” the sir asked and Ninomiya smiled.
“Because our time is unlimited, eternal” he explained and Ohno saved it in the box to leave it on the nightstand. They approached so much until their noses were rubbing and Kazunari only watched his lips.
“I love it” he said before kissing him. “I love you” he whispered against his lips. Ninomiya started to devour his mouth and both lay down on the mattress.
“I love you too” his smile was wide and contagious because Satoshi chuckled embarrassed. Then, they hugged and cuddle up under the sheets to be warm. Kazunari knew that at least that night, his birthday, had ended up being not so bad, but there were many things to know about in that house. His mind could not stop thinking about Ohno, Jun, Sho, his ex-fiancée... Everyone had a past, even him. Was knowing the truth what he wanted?
//As it's Thursday, here you have another chapter, no matter if I wrote a shit. I want to end this fic before ending the summer because it will be impossibke after and I'm realizing it will get too long (because yes, a lot of things have to happen yet). Hope you're liking it, this chapter doesn't end with a cliffhanger. My famous ones lol. But believe me that the angst doesn't end here >~<
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Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre: angst, drama, smut, romance
Length: chaptered
Word Count: 4,074 words
Rating: NC-17
“I knew I mustn’t come to the party...” his voice was sad and trembling. He turned around and got out of there quickly. That night was being a hell. He knew no one, everyone's gaze was over him, then Satoshi's ex-fiancée appeared and it was Sho's fault. The least thing he needed at that moment was an argument with his partner. So he only ran away, noticing that nobody followed him. When that happened, they always were alone to think and calm down. Kazunari was sure that they would sort it out soon, they just needed to end the party and be calm.
Kazunari was walking to go upstairs and suddenly, he found Sho going down. The sir's partner looked down and continued walking, but Sakurai caught his arm to stop him. “Are you angry with me?” he asked, but Ninomiya did not know if it was anger, sadness or despair for getting out of there.
“What are you trying after taking his ex-fiancée here?” Ninomiya was straight as always. Sakurai clicked his tongue and pulled him to a more private space.
“I'm trying nothing. It's family's issues” he seemed troubled, like if he did not want to tell him. Then, as if all the pieces fixed, the puzzle broke completely again.
“Is she your relative? Wait, then, why are you working here?” Kazunari widened his eyes. Sakurai was a relative of Satoshi's ex-fiancée. Could that night be crazier?
“She’s my sister and that's a long story. I don't know what Shi is trying here, don't leave Satoshi alone, okay?” Sho warned him with worried eyes. Kazunari was lost, why should he be with Ohno? What would happen if he was not with him? At that moment, that was impossible to fulfil.
“We’ve just argued, I don't think-“
“Kazunari, you don't understand what's happening here. Being his boyfriend made you have strong enemies. Be careful, but it's up to you” Sakurai warned him with a serious face, one which seemed so unusual in him. So, without wanting a reply or having any word more, Sakurai walked away, leaving him alone. Ninomiya leaned on the wall and wondered what could happen if Satoshi was not beside him. A sudden concern appeared inside of him and it was impossible the anger was stronger, his first priority was taking care of Satoshi.
Then, sighing deeply, he decided to return to the place where he had left him alone, just in case Sho was right and something bad happened. His walk was fast even when he did not realize it, indeed his concern towards Satoshi was bigger than anything else. Breathing nervously, he caught the door handle, but abruptly he heard how he talked with someone. Who was inside? He decided to take a peek before coming. His eyes only watched the back of Jun and Satoshi so close to him. As if he was living a nightmare, he saw how Ohno did a step forward, grabbed Jun's jaw and kissed him.
He wanted to shout, but he had no voice. He had no oxygen in his lungs, he had no heart beating. He had nothing already after observing that. He did not understand what Satoshi said when the kiss ended, he did not want to know it either. Then, with a smile, as if what he had done was not wrong, they hugged and finally their gazes crashed. A dead one against trouble eyes. Before starting to cry, he took the decision to let them be alone and finish whatever they were doing; he walked fast to the bedroom, holding back the tears, and leaned his back on the door, closing his eyes tightly. His chest was burning, burning with a fire created because of the images he had seen with his own eyes.
Suddenly, the door was pushed to be opened from outside and Kazunari turned around to watch how Satoshi came inside in a hurry. Full of pain and rage, before he could say anything, Kazunari ran to him to hit him, wherever his hands reached, but Ohno grabbed his two wrists and pushed him backwards until falling on the bed because Kazunari lost his balance due to the crash. Ninomiya moved under him while crying and trying to get his hands free from Ohno's grip.
“Let me go! I don't want to see you! Satoshi, let me go...” he gave up without any strength more. Hastily, Ohno hugged him, one of his arms around his torso and another wrapped around his neck, grabbing his hair tightly. Kazunari sobbed loudly and his hands stroked Satoshi's biceps because he did not want to be weak at a time like that.
“Let me explain you...” Ohno begged beside his ear and Kazunari shook his head. He knew perfectly what he had seen, his words would be only more pain to bear with when he only wanted to be alone and cry. “Is this how much you trust me?” Satoshi raised his head to look at him straight; Ninomiya looked down because indeed, he was distrusting him so much at that moment. Did he want to distrust him? Satoshi had never betrayed him, but he was so weird with Jun, maybe he did love his butler yet.
“Just tell me it's not true...” he cried out, hugging him tightly. In fact, Ohno was his protection, even if he had been who had hurt him, Ninomiya needed to be in his arms and feel that warmth to calm down.
“What you think is not true” Satoshi spoke softly. How could he say that? He truly knew what he had seen, why was he misunderstanding it? His boyfriend had kissed another person while smiling, did he need more proofs?
“I don't care, let me be alone! Go with your butler!” he shouted on his face and Satoshi hit the mattress beside his head hard, so hard that it cut Ninomiya's breath off.
“Do you prefer to lose me before hearing the truth?! It's my fault, okay? I was the one who kissed him because I wanted to thank him all he had done for us lately!” his voice was loud, the vein so marked in his neck, his breath so irregular through his mouth and nose. It crashed against Kazunari's lips and as always, that side of Satoshi was still being scary for him.
“And you kissed him. A hug, a thanks, a gift weren't enough, right? I will go kissing Aiba and Sakurai because they helped me too” he spat it, still with his hands touching his shoulders. Satoshi sighed to sit on the bed after and glanced at Ninomiya.
“Only Jun and I know what that kiss meant and it was gratefulness, we needed to end it finally. I need to forget what happened with Jun to focus on you” Ohno explained with a hurtful voice and Kazunari did not care at all. He was too angry at that moment. He could calm down and think of it coldly, but that truly hurt him.
“But why a kiss?” he sat beside him, trying to understand it, but his mind was about to explode. Satoshi brushed his hair desperately.
“It was just a kiss, I didn’t do it because I love him or because I was cheating on you, please stop being jealous” Ohno stood up defeated to take off his jacked and tie to open the shirt. Ninomiya repeated his steps to catch the collar of his shirt and push him until finding the wall with his back.
“Jealous? I'm not jealous! You hurt me. What you're doing is so unfair, because I can't be close to another man due to your jealousy, but you can go kissing everyone that it has to be fine” he clarified in a deep voice and Satoshi kept staring at his eyes. His hands were shaking, for sure Ohno was feeling it against his torso.
“At least, I trust you, the ones I don't trust are them. I know you'll never betray me” Satoshi spoke. Kazunari looked down because his gaze was burning his soul. Indeed, they both were being so unfair with each other. They were crashing too much because of just a kiss. And Kazunari wondered if that was worth it.
His hands dropped his clothes and turned around, having enough already for that night. He only wanted to sleep and see everything with other shape the next day. He went to the bathroom and started to undress with Ohno outside, he did not care. His hands removed his boxers and when he was taking them off from his ankles, he felt someone catching his hips and crashing his crotch against his butt. Ninomiya widened his eyes and turned around angry.
“What’s wrong with you?” the young man shouted at him while looking into his dark eyes. He gulped, going backwards slowly when Ohno approached him. He was naked and felt so helpless like that. Satoshi removed his shirt sexily and opened his fly, all without stopping looking at him. Kazunari knew what he was doing, his eyebrows were a bit frowned, showing his concern. He needed sex to know they would keep together after that. Did Ninomiya want to continue? In fact, he could not live without Satoshi, but also he did not fight so much to end it just because of a kiss. Without realizing it, he was trusting Ohno. His words. He just wished not to be wrong.
Then, Satoshi approached his lips, but Kazunari stopped him. “I don't want to kiss you yet” he spoke and Ohno seemed to understand it because he lowered his mouth to his neck and sucked it slowly. Kazunari refused to taste his lips right after kissing Jun. He could take it as a punishment.
“Kazu, I need your lips...” the sir muttered while his hands touched his body. He shook his head and heard how his partner sighed, lowering his eyes. “You’re not hard...” Ohno spoke surprised and Kazunari rolled his eyes.
“And what do you expect? I'm not an addicted-to-sex sir as you” he spat, still angry, but he felt bad after saying it. Mostly because of the gaze Satoshi showed to him. It was sad, he even stopped a few seconds with his eyes looking at the nowhere. Kazunari gulped, not knowing what to do and he placed his hand on his chest. It was his birthday after all, their first birthday together, should he be so stubborn and ruin it? Ohno did not seem as enjoying it either.
Suddenly, the sir nodded slowly and did a step backwards to catch his shirt on the floor and walked to the door. Ninomiya called his name, but Satoshi did not look behind and closed the door, leaving him alone. The young man hit the wall with a fist, knowing that maybe that night that bed would be so cold and empty. Both were guilty, but they two also were too nervous and proud like to fix it easily. And that was hurting him more than the kiss, the fact they could not sort it out easily. He wondered why if they loved each other so much. It seemed a mystery for him and his head was hurting so much that evening.
His desire to take a shower disappeared, but he did not want to go out either. So he only dressed a T-shirt and boxers to get in the bed. His ears were hearing the sound of the music outside. His eyes looked at the clock and he found it was still seven o'clock pm. His hands caught the phone to play a while, but nothing worked, his mind was only thinking of Ohno. What was he doing now? Was he fine? Was he enjoying the party? Or was he with Jun again? No, he should stop that. He should stop being jealous of Jun, he was Satoshi's past, a closed book. Nothing to worry about. Right?
Suddenly, someone knocked on the door and Kazunari raised his head quickly, waiting Satoshi to come inside, but breaking his hopes, Masaki was the one who was greeting him. He was really handsome in suit and Ninomiya was happy to see him smiling again. Aiba approached the bed without a word and sat beside him. The young man hugged his friend tightly and Masaki rubbed his back, comforting him for a while.
“I didn’t find you in the party, I saw Satoshi alone, what happens now?” Aiba asked with his usual velvety voice and Kazunari gulped.
“I found Satoshi and Jun kissing...” he confessed while breaking the embrace and Masaki only raised his eyebrows.
“They will never change...” he sighed, rolling his eyes. Ninomiya frowned and caught his arm.
“What do you mean?” his heart was shaking, somehow he had the feeling that Satoshi was not as wrong as Kazunari thought.
“I’ve been Jun's friend since we were kids, then sometimes I played with Satoshi too and it was usual to see them pecking each other's lips as a game until they grew up and they did it seriously, but they were never boyfriends” Masaki explained and Kazunari closed his eyes. So indeed, Satoshi was saying the truth. “I know that, as his boyfriend, you don't like to see him kissing other people, but I'm sure he was not cheating on you” he patted his shoulder, but Ninomiya frowned.
“Maybe Satoshi didn’t, but Matsumoto will try-“
“Jun won’t do that. It's true that he's so in love with Satoshi, and he was terribly jealous of you, but I made him understand. You can trust him” Aiba tried to make him realize Jun's good side, but the young man was still suspicious of him. He was not distrusting Masaki's words, but it was so soon to trust an unknown yet.
“Why are you so sure that he won't chase Satoshi anymore?” Kazunari asked, wondering how naïve he could be sometimes. Aiba seemed troubled and approached him.
“Promise me not to tell anyone” his friend spoke lowly and he nodded. “I saw Sho and Jun kissing the other day” he confessed and Ninomiya widened his eyes. Was everyone crazy in that house?
“Are they a couple?” his voice showed how surprised he was and Aiba nodded seriously.
“I asked Sho and he has asked Jun to go out. Apparently, they both are trying to forget you two by being together” Masaki spoke, glancing at his friend with curious gaze.
“I-“ his words were cut off by a person coming inside the room. Satoshi appeared hastily and he froze when he saw Aiba with Ninomiya. He did not say anything and approached a little desk he had. His eyes followed that slender shape through the bedroom and he wanted to hug him, after an hour, his anger had disappear and now only regrets were fulfilling his mind. Then, as if he could read his mind, Aiba smiled at him and caught his hand.
“Let’s talk tomorrow” he stood up to leave, not without turning around. “Bye, Satoshi” he spoke and the sir only glanced at him and nodded. Then, the friend disappeared and Kazunari stared at him. He was waiting some type of hint to know how he was, but it seemed impossible to guess when Ohno was so cold. He was like the ice sometimes.
Without knowing why, the sir approached the bed, just the side where Ninomiya was sitting, but being the opposite the young man imagined, Ohno only opened a drawer from the nightstand. Taking advantage of the closeness, Kazunari grabbed his suit in a weak attempt to call his attention. However, Satoshi only looked at him with a poker face. He felt ridiculous in front of those rude eyes and the only thing he was able to do was lowering his head while dropping his jacket. Abruptly, a slender hand caught his chin to make him look up.
“I told you. You can't say whatever you want just because you're angry” Satoshi spoke lowly and removed his hand from his face.
“I know but-“ he was cut off by a door, which was closed strongly. “I’m sorry...” that apology was a weak murmur before starting to cry. It was true that Satoshi could not go kissing everyone he wanted, but as always Kazunari had said useless things. That poisoned tongue was his protection not to be hurt by people around him. He had lost a lot of friends because of that, Ninomiya did not want to lose Satoshi too. He needed to control it, at least with his boyfriend.
Wanting to rest a bit, he lay down, hugging the pillow slightly, and cried alone for a while. He was so tired that even tears did not want to go out anymore. His hand rubbed the empty space on that bed and he felt so lonely again. Kazunari hated having arguments with Satoshi, after all he regretted it with all his might. That was not the life he wanted to offer Ohno. His unique desire was making him happy, but he was failing even in it.
Suddenly, he heard how the door was opened and he closed his eyes to seem asleep. His ears listened to how Satoshi was changing his clothes and how he approached the bed to get in. Kazunari tried to glance at him a bit and found Ohno facing him so close. He supposed that the sir was still thinking he was sleeping, so he continued not moving a single part of his body. And after a while, when he thought they would keep like that, a warm hand rubbed his cheek sweetly. He wanted to smile and hug him, but waited to see what Satoshi was going to do.
Not expecting it at all, he felt two lips against his. A softly kiss was left on his dry ones and Kazunari opened his eyes to watch how Ohno was kissing him, he was wonderful. Then, when he broke it, Ninomiya looked at him. Their gazes seeming as talking, but everything they wanted to speak was being told without words. And understanding him better than anyone, Kazunari approached him to be on top of his body under the sheets. They kissed, as if they had never done it, while the young man was feeling two hands lowering his boxers. He was okay with that, after all he needed him inside.
Kazunari was moving slowly, enjoying him completely while Satoshi was sucking his neck and touching him. Little gasps left out his mouth, which was kissed after. He felt in a heaven, Ohno was his heaven of pleasure. That was their way to sort it out and calm to talk and apologize after, because Kazunari needed to do it and be sure that everything was still fine for their relationship. Even though he could not know if Satoshi was not angry anymore; his caresses, his kisses, his slow moves. Everything was weak and seemed careful. And Kazunari loved it with all his might.
Suddenly, without knocking, a beautiful woman opened the door and found them in the bed. Kazunari stopped hastily and Satoshi turned his head around to look at her rudely. “Get out of-“
“Oh, I'm sorry for disturbing you while your whore is fucking you” she smiled, trying to seem surprised. Ninomiya knew that Ohno was so angry because his hands were nailed on his skin.
“Don't make-. Oh, fuck...” Satoshi spoke abruptly because Kazunari had started to move at a medium speed. He was trying to give her the same medicine and he did not care if she was watching. Better like that, she would realize that Satoshi was his, so her jealous games were not effective already.
Ninomiya moaned his name loudly, feeling his tip already wet, he did not want to cum in front of her, that was not in the plans, but he glanced at her and she did not move at all. Then, Satoshi sat with him to hug his body and Kazunari embraced his neck as well. They started to kiss while his hips thrust him restlessly. Ohno tasted his neck and torso again and Kazunari only arched his back, almost in his limit already. He was wishing her to go away and let them be alone. And luckily, they heard a strong hit of the door closing and smiled when there was no one else than them in the room.
“I thought I would have to come in front of her...” Satoshi said between gasps. Kazunari chuckled a bit and continued faster. He was mesmerized by that man kissing his lips, how he sucked his lower one. Just right after a few minutes, Kazunari moaned heavily while releasing himself hard between their bodies and having Satoshi coming inside of him. He sighed, being hugged by his partner and they both fell on the mattress; Kazunari cuddling up in his arms.
“Why did you continue with her watching us?” Satoshi asked with a low voice and Ninomiya kissed his torso several times.
“Because I wanted to show her I'm not your whore” the young man closed his eyes when he rested his head on his torso and Satoshi covered him better with the sheets.
“Don’t believe anything which comes from her. She's still hating me so much” Ohno spoke before sighing and brushed his hair sweetly. Ninomiya kept thinking his answer and saw a perfect timing to return to the main point of all of that.
“I trust you only” his voice was weak and his hand caressed his naked torso slowly. Satoshi kissed his hair.
“Then show it properly” he sounded still bothered about that and Kazunari raised his head to sit down while looking at him. Ohno leaned his back on the wall, seemed willing to talk.
“I'm sorry... I didn’t like that kiss at all and I was horribly afraid of the chance that you would choose another person instead of me... After all, there are a lot of things which I don't know yet and I misunderstand what is already normal for you” he explained softly, trying not to end up in another argument and Satoshi seemed as shaking the white flag too. “I only ask you not to kiss anyone again...” his eyes were begging that and Satoshi nodded finally. Those warms hands, he loved so much, caressed his cheeks and went down to find his own hands and intertwined their fingers.
“I promise, Kazu” he spoke with his husky voice and approached him to peck his lips. Ninomiya smiled shyly and played biting his lower lip. He was relieved that everything was fine already. That fear, he had every time they fought, was so heavy to handle, that was why he needed to control his words and try to live in peace with him.
“I have a present for you” suddenly he said to forget all the problems around them. Satoshi frowned with his mouth opened, he looked lost and Kazunari decided to stand up and search for it in his jacket. He placed his hands behind his back and approached the bed to be in front of him. “Happy Birthday, Satoshi” his hands revealed a little blue box with a yellow lace. Ohno took it slowly, opened carefully and observed its inside while frowning.
“What's...?” he muttered as his hand caught a platinum pendant with the shape of an hourglass hanging from it. His fingers touched it, looking at every detail of it. “Why doesn’t it have sand? Or at least the shape of it” the sir asked and Ninomiya smiled.
“Because our time is unlimited, eternal” he explained and Ohno saved it in the box to leave it on the nightstand. They approached so much until their noses were rubbing and Kazunari only watched his lips.
“I love it” he said before kissing him. “I love you” he whispered against his lips. Ninomiya started to devour his mouth and both lay down on the mattress.
“I love you too” his smile was wide and contagious because Satoshi chuckled embarrassed. Then, they hugged and cuddle up under the sheets to be warm. Kazunari knew that at least that night, his birthday, had ended up being not so bad, but there were many things to know about in that house. His mind could not stop thinking about Ohno, Jun, Sho, his ex-fiancée... Everyone had a past, even him. Was knowing the truth what he wanted?
//As it's Thursday, here you have another chapter, no matter if I wrote a shit. I want to end this fic before ending the summer because it will be impossibke after and I'm realizing it will get too long (because yes, a lot of things have to happen yet). Hope you're liking it, this chapter doesn't end with a cliffhanger. My famous ones lol. But believe me that the angst doesn't end here >~<
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