Sep 17, 2008 10:57
Well, I have to say this dating this dating thing is a lot more exciting than I could have expected. I mean, you always expect the usual but no matter what it's amazing in so many ways. So the Lynx picked me up at about 4:15 last night and we headed to the local mall to meet my best friend Blinque and her boyfriend for sort of a double date dinner x3 We ate at a pretty nice place in the mall, a more relaxed version of Applebee's, called Garfield's. The food was great like always and we had a lot of fun just giggling about random things and snuggling up against each other. I was thinking Blinque's boyfriend was gonna freak but he was cool. x3 Though I think we might have scared some of the customers around us.
Well, after dinner we followed Blinque and her boyfriend around for a little bit till we had to go catch our movie. We went and saw Hancock, which was a pretty intresting film. Can't really go wrong with Will Smith, unless it's I, Robot or I Am Legend x3 Nah, just kidding, I like Will Smith. And for being about 50 or so, he sure as hell doesn't show it. But I had a really really good time being with the Lynx, though we didn't really snuggle all too much save for in the car after the movie. Then we grabbed some coffee and he took me home.
Now doesn't this just suck? We went to Giant Eagle to pick myself up a double minutes card for my crappy Tracfone because I had a promo code to get 200 free minutes on it and after putting in all the codes it tells me that my phone doesn't qualify for the free minutes, so I spent 50$ on nothing pretty much. And as we where walking out the kitty insisted on getting me some minutes so we could text one another. >.< Grrr, he's already spoiled me too much in the last week and a half. I just don't want him going into debt over me. I already told him my first unemployment check I'm taking him out somewhere nice to eat.
All in all I think things went very well and we talked a bit in his car about some things. The more I'm around him the more and more comfortable I get. He's just the sweetest guy and he has such a big heart...I don't want to let him down, I won't let him down. He has a lot of high hopes for us, as do I. I know that people change over time but what doesn't change ever are the bonds that we make and those bonds are hardest to break. I love being with him, he just makes me feel so safe, so comfortable, so loved...Something I haven't felt in a looong time. Things are going to work, I'm sure of it. I want him to be happy, I want him to not be affraid anymore, I want him to feel as safe and loved as I do, I want to give him everything and ask for nothing...I just can't wait for our next date, hopefully on Friday, and every date after that. I really can't wait till I move out of my aunt and uncle's place and I start college so I can see him more than I do now. This man...I'm so taken aback by love now...