Title: You Once Said
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Side-pairing: Kyumin.
Ratings: R to NC-17
Genre: AU ,Angst, Romance, Drama and more
Summary: Falling in love is a wonderful feeling.... Hyukjae knew how it feels. Keyword: knew
Warning: Rape!
Poster credit to the wonderful:
eun_ahn_jihae7 Hyukjae's POV
A fool once told me it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Thinking back now, I was the fool for actually believe in him. Love is as painful as an arrow piercing through your skin, it makes your skin bleed, and it makes you cry out in pain. However, what's unique about love is it left a permanent scar on your fragile soul and makes your heart bleeds. These people are the victims of Cupid, the naughty little boy that flies around in a white diaper, shooting people with his shiny, golden arrow, and fly away like nothing happened as if it was a joke. Those arrows of his comes in 2 forms; golden or silver. Golden symbolizes love and romance, while silver brings tragedy and tears. Cupid, the naughty little boy, would choose who's the lucky and unlucky victim of his arrows.....
I am Lee Hyukjae, I am Cupid's victim, and I carry his silver arrow...... This is my story.....
Hyukjae's POV Ends
Remember when you were little and you would be obsessed over Disney and their princess-like fairytale. You dreamed of a prince, who will one day come for you and sweeps you off your feet and take you to his beautiful castle where you will live happily ever after with a bunch of princes and princesses. You lived your life, searching for your Prince Charming and one day, you found him. He wasn't dressed in a white suit, he didn't wear a golden crown, he didn't come for you in shiny armor and on a white horse's back, or did he have a beautiful castle... yet you knew he was your Prince Charming. He swept you off your feet and asked your hand for marriage. You nodded nonstop where your neck aches and your head hurts due to the tremendous force. He once away leaned in as he claimed your lips, signaling that your now his and no one else. He left you breathless and wanton. You guys united as one under the observing eyes of God and his angels inside the tiny crammed church with no one else but you two and the pasture. Yes, you knew you love this man and you entrusted him with your heart, hoping that he'll keep it warm and safe.
What will you do if one day he became someone popular, with girls and guys trailing behind him? Will you leave if you see him bringing home an unknown woman and demand a divorce from your five years marriage? Will you change, knowing he's changed? Do you think he'll notice your red, puffy eyes from all the crying you did last night? Do you think he'll hear the sound of your heart breaking everytime he brings home a woman? Will you leave, knowing he no longer loves you?
No.... Lee Hyukjae will never leave Lee Donghae, that's an obvious fact. He doesn't care that the man abuses him, rapes him, or verbally and mentally harasses him. No, Lee Hyukjae will always turn a blind eye whenever he sees Donghae with a new woman. No, Lee Hyukjae will always love Lee Donghae despise his flaws and actions. No, Lee Hyukjae will always smile gently at Lee Donghae whenever he demanded a divorce and would quietly hide the papers, claiming he lost it whenever Lee Donghae asked for it, which resulted in severe beatings. Yet, he always smiles his infamous gummy smile whenever Lee Donghae is around.
Lee Hyukjae is dumb, stupid -- a dummy, a retard, a fool..... Hyukjae knows. He's a fool in love and is a victim of Cupid's cruel joke.
Author's Note
OMG! I finally have time to sit down and write this >.< Sorry, I didn't have enough materials for Chapter 1 so.... I wrote the preview instead. Anyhoo, I hope this will give you some general ideas as to what this fic is about. As an author, I shall post a warning to my readers................
THIS WILL BE A MAJOR ANGST!!!!!
Yeah..... possibly the saddest piece of work I have ever thought of (except for character's death -__-). If you are not comfortable with angst, abuse, rape and all those tragedies, I suggest you you hit the back button and never read this story again (even though I hope you won't).
But yeah, as I said before, I shall tell you which chapter is fit for which song. Look at my music and it should say which song it is :) Again, last warning, major angst coming soon so make sure you got enough tissues and willpower for this. Next chapter should be in June......
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