Title: Stay with me (14/?)
Rating: PG-13 (adult themes)
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairing: HanChul, SiChul( unrequited love?)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary:
Heechul finds himself deeply in love with his fellow super junior member Hangeng. Could this love be a blessing or is it a curse threatening to change everything he knows.
MASTER LIST Chapter 1||
Chapter 2||
Chapter 3||
Chapter 4||
Chapter 5||
Chapter 6 ||
Chapter 7 ||
Chapter 8 ||
Chapter 9||
Chapter 10a | |
Chapter 10b ||
Chapter 11|| Chapter 12 a||
Chapter 12b||
Chapter 13||Chapter 14||
Chapter 15 ”Well you wanted him to wake up didn’t you?”
Heechul opened his eyes just as Kangin poked him a third time. Leeteuk was scolding Kangin for his actions.
“What do you want?”
Heechul mumbled. Kangin ignored Leeteuks glare and looked down at the recently awakened man.
“We’re hungry ad were going out to eat”
Heechul yawned and sat up slowly. It was really hard to be when he was handcuffed to the people whose laps he was currently lying across but with the help of Siwon and Leeteuk he was able to settle himself in between Siwon and Hangeng instead of across them. He let out another yawn and rubbed his eyes.
“Isn’t that a stupid idea?”
Kangin was just slightly annoyed at Heechul attitude. Why wouldn’t his plan to go out be perfect? Heechul sighed knowing he would have to explain what he meant. Siwon rubbed Heechul back gently as he read the words of the bible on his lap with one hand.
“It’s a stupid idea because we are handcuffed to each other. Fans, press…need I say more?”
Kangin opened his mouth to counter but closed it immediately. Shoot Heechul was right. Kangin huffed then pulled an unwilling Leeteuk away. Leeteuk bit his lip, maybe it was good that Heechul was finally acting like he used to with Hangeng. Maybe Kyuhyuns bet would make the boys sort out whatever it was that was getting between them. Maybe Kyuhyuns plan would succeed. As soon as he gets these handcuffs off he’s going to have a little talk with the youngest of them all.
Heechuls mind slowly started to work. He had been sleeping…with his head…on Hangengs lap! His cheeks slowly flushed red as he remembered what happened this morning. Siwon saw Heechul turning red from the corner of his eye.
“Are you okay Hyung?”
Heechul turned to Siwon; oh shit Siwon had caught him. Luckily for Heechul Siwon thought it was from anger at being woken up.
“Kangin didn’t realise so don’t be angry okay?”
Siwon smiled at him and he found himself speechless. Heechul smiled back at Siwon. Heechul made a note that when it came time to kick Kyuhyun he would make sure that Siwon was far away from him. He just knew the other would give him that look or that smile and he would be unable to beat the living daylights out of Kyuhyun. Heechul chuckled to himself at the thought and Siwon just raised a questioning eyebrow up at him. Heechul turned his head at the feeling of the handcuff on his right moving.
Hangeng shifted again in his position on the couch. Heechul bit his lip watching Hangeng. He just couldn’t look at this man anymore without thinking about when he accidentally walking in on Hangeng in the shower. Hangeng shifted again. Should he ask what’s wrong? Can he ask Hangeng what’s wrong when they weren’t even on talking terms. Hey wait a minute…He had had his head on Hangeng lap and the latter didn’t complain. What did that mean?
“Hyung are you okay?”
Heechul jumped slightly at the sound of Siwons voice. Hangeng looked at the younger of them
“Toilet”
Hangeng got up quickly almost pulling Heechul to his feet. Heechul quickly rightened himself as Siwon stood up. Hangeng looked at the confused for a second before he remembered that they were all handcuffed together.
“Let’s go and get Kyuhyun to take off your handcuffs”
They all walked together. Heechul found it weird that already their walking hand changed so that they matched each other’s pace. They walked into the kitchen to find Kyuhyun pressing the buttons of his PSP in haste. Sungmin looked up as they came in.
“Kyuhyun could you please remove the handcuffs”
Kyuhyun let out a groan as the words GAME OVER came across his screen. He placed his PSP annoyed on the table.
“And why would I do that?”
Heechul was just itching to hit Kyuhyun over the lack of respect he was showing to his elders. Siwon poked him and smiled at him making him mumble under his breath instead. Siwon turned to Kyuhyun.
“Please Kyuhyun remove them so Hangeng can go to the toilet”
Kyuhyun looked up at them annoyed and bored.
“No”
“Why you litte…”
Siwon and Hangeng both clapped their hands over Heechul mouth. They knew very well that Kyuhyun would just torture them even more if they argued.
“Kyu…”
Sungmin stood in front of Kyuhyun putting on his best aegyo on ever. Kyuhyun just rolled his eyes and looked away. If he had stayed looking at Sungmin he would have given in.
“I said no”
“But Kyu…”
“Don’t ‘but Kyu’ me Sungmin”
And with that Kyuhyun left the room in search of a quiet place where he could kill that stupid boos monster that just wouldn’t die! Sungmin turned to them with an apologetic look on his face.
“Sorry guys, I would help but he has all the keys on him. He caught Kangin trying too pick his lock and well…”
Sungmin gestured to the place they last saw Kyuhyun. Well at least that explained why the younger was in such a horrible mood. Picking the lock why did he think of that? He looked down at his wrists and he realised why. Even if he had wanted to with both his hands tied to another there was no way he was going to be able to pick the locks. Sungmin gave him a look as if he knew exactly what he was thinking.
Sungmin walked out of the kitchen probably to console the extremely annoyed Kyuhyun. Heechul turned his head to Hangeng. Hangeng was bright red in the face causing Heechul to take one small step back. The movement caused the fluffy pink handcuff to jerk. Hangeng raised his eyes to Heechuls. Heechul didn’t know if Hangengs face was red with anger or embarrassment. Heechul shrugged his shoulders.
“It’s the only way”
Heechul whispered it, he didn’t want to set Hangeng off like last time. Siwon turned to Heechul confused as to why both him and Hangeng were red in the face. Hangeng started walking and Heechul and Siwon had no choice to follow them. IT wasn’t until Siwon realised exactly where they were heading that he blushed. They all paused just outside the toilet. This should be simple. Guys did this all the time right? Heechul ignored the little voice in his head that said ‘not with handcuffs on they don’t’
Hangeng really didn’t want to do this but he just had to go. When the were inside Heechul and Siwon kept their back and faces again from Hangeng. All boys cheeks were a red colour. IT was the most embarrassing thing any of them had done in their whole life. With the hand cuffs on Heechul hand wasn’t very far from his and he was very aware of that fact.
Leeteuk was pulling a very reluctant Kangin along to the living room. He stopped when he found three boys hand cuffed together with faces as red as tomato. He tilted his head to the side but didn’t want to press it because the boys looked really awkward with each other. Kangin however wasn’t in as gracious a mood as Leeteuk.
“Yah what’s gotten into you all, you’re the shade of tomatos?”“
Siwon and Hangeng felt their arms rise up as Heechul picked up the thing closest to him and threw it at Kangin. Siwons most precious bible fly through the air as if it had wings and hit Kangin square on the face.
“Heechul!”
Leeteuk just stood there shaking his head at Kangin, well that was what you get when you mess with Heechul when he’s in a pissed off mood. If looks could kill Kangin would have died right then and there a hundred times over. Heechul stood up quickly yanking Hangeng and Siwon up with him. He stormed over to Kangin with a murderous look. Siwon realised exactly what Heechul was planning. He stopped walking and pulled on the hand cuffs making Heechuls body whirl around to face him.
Siwon placed his hand on Heechul shoulder so he couldn’t turn around and be tempted to beat the shit out of Kangin. Hangeng, Leeteuk and Kangin could only watch as Siwon attempted to calm down the extremely annoyed Heechul. Hangeng watched the exchange between the two while biting on his lip. It was amazing how Siwon seemed to be able to keep Heechul from chucking a huge tantrum. Heechul sighed and rolled his eyes. Fine he wouldn’t say anything. Everything went quiet.
“So what was it?”
Leeteuk groaned, sometimes Kangin just walked into trouble. Heechul whipped his head around at the sound of Kangins voice and gave him the most frightening glare. Heechuls clenched his fists tightly. Heechul stormed out of the room practically dragging Hangeng and Siwon behind him. Heechul stormed out of the house without thinking. Siwon and Hangeng just managed to grab hats before they were fully out of the house.
Hangeng placed one of the hats he had on Heechuls head before putting on his own hat. They just walked around. Siwon and Hangeng shared a look but decided not to say anything. Heechuls anger wound them up on a park bench. They all sighed as they watched the peaceful scenery. The weather was just to perfect to stay mad. The bright blue sky sparkled and the deep lush green of the grass just added to the vision on perfection. Each boy faded into day dreams of bitter sweet things.
They didn’t realise how long they had spent in the park until Siwons phone went off.
“Hello…yes…yes…okay”
Siwon sighed as the call ended and put his phone back in his pocket. There was a comfortable silence stretching over them. In this space they were finally able to be alone with their thoughts even if they were handcuffed to each other. Siwon caught eyes with a woman who was eying them wearily.
“That was Leeteuk he said we would come back”
Hangeng and Siwon looked at Heechul waiting for him to make the call. They knew very well if Heechul was still pissed off at Kangin when they go back home all hell would break loose. Heechul sighed ad stood up. They all walked back together ignoring the woman who was eying them. They silently walked back home not sharing a word. They were lost in their own worlds and it felt good damn it.
Siwon opened the front door and walked inside. Heechul and Hangeng got worried when Siwon just stood there frozen. Heechul pushed Siwon out of the way so Hangeng and he could walk in. All three of them stood there. There brain seemed to have stopped walking. Everyone’s heads turned towards them, Kyuhyun had the biggest smile on his face which was always a bad sigh.
Heechul felt his brain break down before fits of laughter erupted through him. Kangin was wearing what was supposed to be a sexy pink bunny outfit but on Kangin it just looked ridiculous and wrong. Hangeng felt as if he had been scared for life and Siwon just stood there his eyebrows practically in his hair. Kyuhyun skipped over to them as Kangin tried to cover himself up.
“Well what do you think?”
It took Heechul a few seconds to get his ability to talk back.
“It’s…brilliant! Why didn’t I even think of that”
Heechul mind noted that he had thought of it and that it had turned into his worst nightmare ever. Hmm he was really starting to like how Kyuhyun was turning out like a little him. Leeteuk could only stand next to Kangin who was tied up and mutter over and over again the last words Kangin ever wanted to hear from the leader.
“I told you so”
An evil smirk appeared across Heechul face as he moved closer to Kangin. Hangeng and Siwon still in their shocked states followed him, well it’s not like they had a choice anyway.
“Why Kangin you’re as real as a tomato”
Kangin just glared at him. Kyuhyun was tempted to make Kangin wear it at the dinner table but the horrible site would probably cause all the wonder food Ryeowook was making to come back up. Heechul, Hangeng and Siwon were shocked to find that they had been in the park the whole day. Wow time sure does fly when your day dreaming off in your own little world.
They all assembled into the kitchen and sat at the table. Heechul accidentally fell onto Hangeng lap. Hangeng let out a low growl/hiss at the contact. Heechul immediately got up and sat on Siwons lap instead. He thought that they had gotten over the awkward phase of not talking to each other but apparently they hadn’t. It hurt to know that Hangeng still can’t stand to be around him. All the peace and calm that Heechul had felt just moment before was washed right out of him.
Siwon poked Heechul. Just a few seconds ago Heechul had been happily laughing so why was he kind of withdrawn now? He poked Heechul again finally getting his attention. Their eyes met and Siwo smiled as he offered Heechul some food. Heechul smiled at him and accepted it. In the background they could hear Sungmin arguing with Kyuhyun.
“See Siwon is doing it to Heechul…Feed me”
Sungmin opened his mouth trying to persuade Kyuhyun to feed him. Kyuhyun picked up the food and made it look like he was going to feed Sungmin instead he flicked it playfully in the older ones face. Sungmin just smiled sweetly as he poured Kyuhyuns soup over his head. Kyuhyun looked up at Sungmin like he was crazy. It looked like it was going to turn into a food fight before Leeteuk stepped in and because Kangin was handcuffed to him they both stopped. Kyuhyun knew very well that Kangin was so eager to get him back for the bunny outfit and Sungmin well he just didn’t like being scolded by Leeteuk.
The others who had watched the exchange with amusement quickly turned their heads pretending that they weren’t hoping for a confrontation, sometimes it was even better then TV. They finished their food in silence. Kyuhyun and agreed to feed Sungmin after that. Leeteuk and Kangin sat down pleased that the issue had been settled. Leeteuk noticed that Hangeng was looking at Kyuhyun feeding with a strange expression. Just what was that look?
Siwon did his best to make Heechul smile and it worked. Soon Heechul was laughing at the stupid things Siwon was saying. Hangeng could only watch the exchange between them. How annoying.
If they thought the first night of sleeping together was weird the second one was worse. Heechul had complained that his arm was sore from having it dangle over the bed. AS a kind gesture from Sungmin Hangengs bed was moved from its position near to wall to directly next to Heechuls, Sungmin had even put Hangeng mattress back on the bed. Heechul didn’t want to do this. There was something about Hangeng hissing at him that made him remember just what exactly happened between them. He wanted to refuse to get into the bed but he had no choice. Instead he let the two boys by his side lead him.
Kyuhyun had been kind enough to uncuffing them so they could change into their Pyjamas before handcuffing them again. Stupidly Heechul had worn his Tom and Jerry Pyjamas which was basically a long shirt. He cursed himself for his decision. Siwon felt like Heechul was just trying to give him a heart attack by wearing that to bed. It would just be so easy to pull off. Siwon then scolded himself for ever thinking that. Hangeng found it hard to keep his eyes away from those milky white legs. A glare formed on his face, Heechul was doing it on purpose.
Like Last night Siwon crawled into bed first followed by Heechul followed by Hangeng. Hangeng ignored the fact the Heechul pyjamas had lifted up so that they were only halfway down his thighs instead of its normal length of around his knees. Heechul felt so weird. Siwon was sleeping on his left with his back facing him and Hangeng was doing the exact same thing except on his right side. All the previous encounters with Hangeng replayed in his mind, all the pain, all the yells. Heechul felt a tear roll down his cheek. He couldn’t wipe it away in fear of waking to others. As more tears began to fall he cursed his inability to use his hands freely. Like all those nights ago Heechul cried himself to sleep.
In the middle of the night both Siwon and Hangeng shifted. Siwon wrapped his arms around Heechul and smiled in his sleep at the feeling of the one he loved in his arms. Hangeng turned around and draped his arm around Heechuls waist. Two words echoed in his mind as he looked at the beautiful face before him…why him?