Stay with me (11/?)
Title: Stay with me (11/?)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairing: HanChul, Sichul ( extremely close, friends?)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary:
Heechul finds himself deeply in love with his fellow super junior member Hangeng. Could this love be a blessing or is it a curse threatening to change everything he knows.
MASTER LIST
Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 || Chapter 8 || Chapter 9|| Chapter 10a | | Chapter 10b ||Chapter 11|| Chapter 12 a|| Chapter 12b|| Chapter 13|| Chpater 14|| Chapter 15
Kibum just smiled at his members who were obviously glad that he had come back. He listened like a patient mother as each and every single member tried to fill him in on what he had missed and what had happened to them during the six month period that he was gone. This often involved members trying to talk over each other because they thought their story was more interesting. Donghae had actually climbed over Eunhyuks head to get closer to him. Kibum could only laugh. Everything was exactly the same as when he left. Or was it?
Heechul there was something not quite normal about Heechul. Kibum observed slightly there was something different in the way Heechul moved. When you don’t see someone for so long it’s easier to pick up on the differences. Maybe because all the other members were constantly around Heechul they couldn’t see the change, but Kibum could. Kibum decided not to say anything at the time but he would keep an eye on Heechul.
Kibum almost yelped when he felt something on his head. Apparently Heebum had come to welcome him as well. He pulled Heebum off his head and started stroking the beautiful cat. Heechul squished himself between Donghae and Eunhyuk to sit beside Kibum. Kibum watched very closely as Heechul absently stroked Heebum as well. It was almost as if Heechul was carrying a heavy weight on his shoulders, a weight that he wouldn’t let anyone see. Surely someone had noticed this change in Heechul. Leeteuk caught Kibums eyes. So Leeteuk knew as well. Kibum fought the urge to bite his lip. What exactly had happened in the time he had been gone?
It felt good to sleep back in his own bed. Kibum sighed under the warmth of his blanket and turned around. The clock read 2:00 am. Siwon was sitting up in his head, a small book light connected to the book he was reading, most likely the bible. Kibum groaned and sat up.
“What are you doing awake at this time Siwon?”
Siwon jumped at his voice.
“Oh you scared me”
Siwon smiled at him. Don’t tell me there’s something wrong with Siwon as well. Sure the man loved his god and the bible but to be reading it now at 2:00 am when they had a schedule at six didn’t make sense. There was defiantly something wrong with some of the members of super junior. Was it possible that they were all connected? Kibum wanted to press forward but his body disagreed with his mind. He snuggled back into the sheets and fell into a deep sleep.
Siwon sighed it was crazy completely crazy. He put the bible down on his bed side table. He pulled a photograph out of the first drawer. It was a photograph that had unfortunately become one of his most prized possessions.
“It really is crazy”
Hangeng was sleeping peacefully in his bed Heechul however couldn’t sleep that night. Sighing Heechul got up. It was so awkward to be sleeping in the same room as Hangeng. Normally he would secretly creep into Siwons bed fall asleep then wake and early and come back to his own bed. He didn’t want to do that today because Kibum was back and was mostly likely extremely exhausted. Instead he sat up in his bed. It was crazy, even after all Hangeng had done to him he still loved him.
“It really is crazy”
Leeteuk went around waking up all the members for their schedule. Kangin locked him out of his room. Donghae and Eunhyuk were already up and running around the house like little kids. They were all too eager to help Leeteuk wake up the others. With them helping Leeteuk only needed to wake up Siwon, Kibum, Hangeng and Heechul. He decided to wake up Heechul and Hangeng first to give Kibum a little more sleep. He was surprised when Heechul was already awake and walking out of his bedroom when he got there. Heechul smiled at him but he looked like he didn’t receive any sleep. Hangeng was easy enough to wake up.
In a short amount of time Leeteuk was making his way to Siwon and Kibums room. Siwon surprised him by opening the door at the same time Leeteuk was going to.
“Oh good morning Siwon”
“Morning Hyung”
Leeteuk frowned s he watched Siwons retreating back. Why was it that they looked so exhausted? It was almost as if they didn’t get any sleep at all. Leeteuk was very worried. First it was just Heechul and now it was Siwon. Could they be connected? Leeteuk sighed. Being a leader was not easy. HE opened the door and found Kibum looking so cute snuggled up into his blankets like a caterpillar.
“Kibum time to wake up”
“Five more minutes”
Leeteuk chuckled before ruffling Kibums bed hair. Kibum looked at him.
“I’m awake”
Leeteuk walked out of the room but both their thoughts were the same. What could they do to help Heechul and Siwon who seemed to be suffering for something?
Heechul had walked out into the living room where everyone else was. He cracked up seeing Siwons face. He looked extremely tired. Siwon being over tired as well pissed himself laughing at Heechuls appearance. Leeteuk and Kibum walked into to see Heechul and Siwon pointing at each other while laughing like crazy maniacs. They raised a questioning eyebrow.
“Not it”
‘Not it”
And that is how Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Ryeowook and Yesung ended up in the same car as the two crazy laughing machines. They would laugh at anything. Someone had opened a window causing a tissue to fly around the car. Something as simple as that sent Heechul and Siwon into hysterics. The others just rolled their eyes at the craziness to the two.
They all came back home late that night. Heechul and Siwon collapsed on the couch. Leeteuk marched up to them, throughout the whole day of practice and learning those two boys kept laughing, even at the most stupid things. Like when Leeteuk dropped his pen. What was s hilarious about a pen falling on the ground? His eyes softened when he saw they were both knocked out. Heechul head was against Siwons shoulder who in turn had his head placed upon Heechuls head. Leeteuk gently brushed the hair out of both their faces.
“It’s about time”
Leeteuk turned to see all the other members shaking their head at the two sleeping.
“”They would just laugh at the most stupid things”
Henry laughed slightly at the memory. Sungmin pouted.
“I just looked at them and they kept laughing at me”
An evil smile appeared n Kyuhyuns face. They kept laughing at Sungmin because he was making funny face behind the others back. Leeteuk sighed and shook his head.
“Well we should take them to bed, Hangeng can you carry Heechul, Kangin help Kyuhyun to carry Siwon to his bed. Kyuhyun looked at Leeteuk like he was crazy. He would have argued but Leeteuk gave that knowing look. Kangin sighed this was payback for locking Leeteuk out of their room. Leeteuk looked back at Hangeng who hadn’t moved yet.
“Aren’t you going to take him?”
Kangin and Kyuhyun had already moved Siwons head off Heechuls. Everyone watched the two boys struggle to pick up Siwon. That indeed was something to laugh at. Hangeng moved forward hesitantly. Why was he hesitating both Kibum and Leeteuk wondered. They dismissed it as Hangeng not waking to wake Heechul up, he could be downright scary when woken p. Hangeng picked up Heechul relatively easy. He held the smaller boy bridal style in his arms. Kangin glared at Kyuhyun who was only hold Siwons feet while all his weight was against Kangins back.
Hangeng walked quickly but not quick enough to wake Heechul up. He was extremely gentle with the fragile by in his arms, something he hadn’t been in a long time. He froze when Heechul snuggled close to him. Heechul mumbled something incomprehensive. Hangeng had tho biggest urge to just throw Heechul on the bed but he didn’t. He didn’t pay attention what he brain was saying. He lowered Heechul gently down on the bed and placed the covers gently over him.
Heechul rolled over mouth slightly opened. Hangeng moved the hair out of Heechul face. A smile graced itself across those soft rosebud lips.
“You’re thinking of Siwon aren’t you?”
Hangeng sighed before storming out of the room. It was difficult being around Heechul.
There was a hand shaking his shoulder. He groaned and tried to roll away. They continued to shake him trying to make him wake up. He groaned warning them to stop or face the consequences. He grabbed their hand rolled to the left making them fall on his bed. HE then wrapped the sheets over then so they could escape.
“Sleep”
And with that he fell back asleep. Who it was didn’t even cross his mind.
It was warm strangely warm. His bed wasn’t normally this warm. He opened his eyes and was greeted by the wall. He sighed and snuggled backwards into the warmth. Was there window opened? He felt a breeze against is neck. Oh shit! What had happened? How had he gotten here? Didn’t he fall asleep on the couch? He realised slightly, there was only one person it could be well only one person he hoped it was. The strong arm that was around his waist pulled him closer. He could feel the skin of their chest against his back.
Hangeng sighed. That shower was just what he needed. He yawned and stretched his arms out. HE had made his mind up last night and today he was going to fix things. It didn’t even occur to him that he was going to be walking into the bed room in just a towel. When you shard a room with someone who loves you shouldn’t that be your first thought especially when you’ve tortured them for It.? Hangeng paused. Heechul was cuddled deeply into Siwons body. Their arms were around each other. IT was wrong so wrong. Siwon mumbled and drew Heechul closer.
Were they gay together? Hangeng quickly ran to the bathroom. Everything that was in his stomach came up at the sight of those two. Lovers between guys, Hangeng wiped his mouth, it was…
“Disgusting”
Siwon groaned why was he so warm? He moved his hand to pull the covers off him. Instead of meeting with fabric his fingers were met with skin. He opened his eyes confused. Heechuls beautiful face was mere centimetres away from his. How had he gotten here? He sighed he must have been sleep walking last night. Heechul mumbled something under his breath and snuggled closer to him. Siwon sighed. It was wrong so wrong that he felt so comfortable with another man. It was wrong that their bodies fit so perfectly together. .He pulled Heechul closer to him. Why was it that his hart fluttered around his man but when he was surrounded by absolutely beautiful girls it just beat silently? He held Heechul even tighter.
“I can’t do this Heechul. I”
Heechul groaned right into is ear sending shivers down his spine. It was wrong so wrong, so why did it feel so right? If he wasn’t meant to have Heechul why did he heart beat so hard around him. If he wasn’t supposed to hold Heechul like this then why did their bodies fit so well? If it wasn’t supposed to be like this then why does Heechul snuggle deeper into him? A single tear slid down Siwons face.
“Why…”
Heechul woke up eyes fluttering slightly. Siwons face was centimeters away from his. Siwons eyes looked into his. Why did he look so sad? Heechul stretched out his hand cupping Siwons face.
“Why the long face?”
If they weren’t supposed to touch each other why did Heechuls touch feel like a warm cosy fire? Siwon slinked his arm around Heechuls waist and pulled their bodies even closer. He could feel Heechuls heart beating against his bare chest. If they weren’t supposed to be together then why did their hearts beat in sync?
“Siwonnie you’re squishing me”
If anything Siwon held Heechul even tighter. Siwons chest felt so warm. Heechuls hand was pressed between both of their bodies. He could feel Siwons beating against is hand. Shivers were sent through Siwon at the feeling of Heechuls hand against his chest. It was so wrong what that had was doing to him.
Heechul was left surprised when Siwon quickly pushed him away before getting up and walking out of the room in such a hurry. What had happened?
Siwon stood with his back against his bedroom door. It was wrong so wrong. Especially that he had gotten so excited over just a simple touch. Siwons cheeks flushed red. He just hoped Heechul hadn’t felt what his touch had done to him.
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairing: HanChul, Sichul ( extremely close, friends?)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary:
Heechul finds himself deeply in love with his fellow super junior member Hangeng. Could this love be a blessing or is it a curse threatening to change everything he knows.
MASTER LIST
Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 || Chapter 8 || Chapter 9|| Chapter 10a | | Chapter 10b ||Chapter 11|| Chapter 12 a|| Chapter 12b|| Chapter 13|| Chpater 14|| Chapter 15
Kibum just smiled at his members who were obviously glad that he had come back. He listened like a patient mother as each and every single member tried to fill him in on what he had missed and what had happened to them during the six month period that he was gone. This often involved members trying to talk over each other because they thought their story was more interesting. Donghae had actually climbed over Eunhyuks head to get closer to him. Kibum could only laugh. Everything was exactly the same as when he left. Or was it?
Heechul there was something not quite normal about Heechul. Kibum observed slightly there was something different in the way Heechul moved. When you don’t see someone for so long it’s easier to pick up on the differences. Maybe because all the other members were constantly around Heechul they couldn’t see the change, but Kibum could. Kibum decided not to say anything at the time but he would keep an eye on Heechul.
Kibum almost yelped when he felt something on his head. Apparently Heebum had come to welcome him as well. He pulled Heebum off his head and started stroking the beautiful cat. Heechul squished himself between Donghae and Eunhyuk to sit beside Kibum. Kibum watched very closely as Heechul absently stroked Heebum as well. It was almost as if Heechul was carrying a heavy weight on his shoulders, a weight that he wouldn’t let anyone see. Surely someone had noticed this change in Heechul. Leeteuk caught Kibums eyes. So Leeteuk knew as well. Kibum fought the urge to bite his lip. What exactly had happened in the time he had been gone?
It felt good to sleep back in his own bed. Kibum sighed under the warmth of his blanket and turned around. The clock read 2:00 am. Siwon was sitting up in his head, a small book light connected to the book he was reading, most likely the bible. Kibum groaned and sat up.
“What are you doing awake at this time Siwon?”
Siwon jumped at his voice.
“Oh you scared me”
Siwon smiled at him. Don’t tell me there’s something wrong with Siwon as well. Sure the man loved his god and the bible but to be reading it now at 2:00 am when they had a schedule at six didn’t make sense. There was defiantly something wrong with some of the members of super junior. Was it possible that they were all connected? Kibum wanted to press forward but his body disagreed with his mind. He snuggled back into the sheets and fell into a deep sleep.
Siwon sighed it was crazy completely crazy. He put the bible down on his bed side table. He pulled a photograph out of the first drawer. It was a photograph that had unfortunately become one of his most prized possessions.
“It really is crazy”
Hangeng was sleeping peacefully in his bed Heechul however couldn’t sleep that night. Sighing Heechul got up. It was so awkward to be sleeping in the same room as Hangeng. Normally he would secretly creep into Siwons bed fall asleep then wake and early and come back to his own bed. He didn’t want to do that today because Kibum was back and was mostly likely extremely exhausted. Instead he sat up in his bed. It was crazy, even after all Hangeng had done to him he still loved him.
“It really is crazy”
Leeteuk went around waking up all the members for their schedule. Kangin locked him out of his room. Donghae and Eunhyuk were already up and running around the house like little kids. They were all too eager to help Leeteuk wake up the others. With them helping Leeteuk only needed to wake up Siwon, Kibum, Hangeng and Heechul. He decided to wake up Heechul and Hangeng first to give Kibum a little more sleep. He was surprised when Heechul was already awake and walking out of his bedroom when he got there. Heechul smiled at him but he looked like he didn’t receive any sleep. Hangeng was easy enough to wake up.
In a short amount of time Leeteuk was making his way to Siwon and Kibums room. Siwon surprised him by opening the door at the same time Leeteuk was going to.
“Oh good morning Siwon”
“Morning Hyung”
Leeteuk frowned s he watched Siwons retreating back. Why was it that they looked so exhausted? It was almost as if they didn’t get any sleep at all. Leeteuk was very worried. First it was just Heechul and now it was Siwon. Could they be connected? Leeteuk sighed. Being a leader was not easy. HE opened the door and found Kibum looking so cute snuggled up into his blankets like a caterpillar.
“Kibum time to wake up”
“Five more minutes”
Leeteuk chuckled before ruffling Kibums bed hair. Kibum looked at him.
“I’m awake”
Leeteuk walked out of the room but both their thoughts were the same. What could they do to help Heechul and Siwon who seemed to be suffering for something?
Heechul had walked out into the living room where everyone else was. He cracked up seeing Siwons face. He looked extremely tired. Siwon being over tired as well pissed himself laughing at Heechuls appearance. Leeteuk and Kibum walked into to see Heechul and Siwon pointing at each other while laughing like crazy maniacs. They raised a questioning eyebrow.
“Not it”
‘Not it”
And that is how Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Ryeowook and Yesung ended up in the same car as the two crazy laughing machines. They would laugh at anything. Someone had opened a window causing a tissue to fly around the car. Something as simple as that sent Heechul and Siwon into hysterics. The others just rolled their eyes at the craziness to the two.
They all came back home late that night. Heechul and Siwon collapsed on the couch. Leeteuk marched up to them, throughout the whole day of practice and learning those two boys kept laughing, even at the most stupid things. Like when Leeteuk dropped his pen. What was s hilarious about a pen falling on the ground? His eyes softened when he saw they were both knocked out. Heechul head was against Siwons shoulder who in turn had his head placed upon Heechuls head. Leeteuk gently brushed the hair out of both their faces.
“It’s about time”
Leeteuk turned to see all the other members shaking their head at the two sleeping.
“”They would just laugh at the most stupid things”
Henry laughed slightly at the memory. Sungmin pouted.
“I just looked at them and they kept laughing at me”
An evil smile appeared n Kyuhyuns face. They kept laughing at Sungmin because he was making funny face behind the others back. Leeteuk sighed and shook his head.
“Well we should take them to bed, Hangeng can you carry Heechul, Kangin help Kyuhyun to carry Siwon to his bed. Kyuhyun looked at Leeteuk like he was crazy. He would have argued but Leeteuk gave that knowing look. Kangin sighed this was payback for locking Leeteuk out of their room. Leeteuk looked back at Hangeng who hadn’t moved yet.
“Aren’t you going to take him?”
Kangin and Kyuhyun had already moved Siwons head off Heechuls. Everyone watched the two boys struggle to pick up Siwon. That indeed was something to laugh at. Hangeng moved forward hesitantly. Why was he hesitating both Kibum and Leeteuk wondered. They dismissed it as Hangeng not waking to wake Heechul up, he could be downright scary when woken p. Hangeng picked up Heechul relatively easy. He held the smaller boy bridal style in his arms. Kangin glared at Kyuhyun who was only hold Siwons feet while all his weight was against Kangins back.
Hangeng walked quickly but not quick enough to wake Heechul up. He was extremely gentle with the fragile by in his arms, something he hadn’t been in a long time. He froze when Heechul snuggled close to him. Heechul mumbled something incomprehensive. Hangeng had tho biggest urge to just throw Heechul on the bed but he didn’t. He didn’t pay attention what he brain was saying. He lowered Heechul gently down on the bed and placed the covers gently over him.
Heechul rolled over mouth slightly opened. Hangeng moved the hair out of Heechul face. A smile graced itself across those soft rosebud lips.
“You’re thinking of Siwon aren’t you?”
Hangeng sighed before storming out of the room. It was difficult being around Heechul.
There was a hand shaking his shoulder. He groaned and tried to roll away. They continued to shake him trying to make him wake up. He groaned warning them to stop or face the consequences. He grabbed their hand rolled to the left making them fall on his bed. HE then wrapped the sheets over then so they could escape.
“Sleep”
And with that he fell back asleep. Who it was didn’t even cross his mind.
It was warm strangely warm. His bed wasn’t normally this warm. He opened his eyes and was greeted by the wall. He sighed and snuggled backwards into the warmth. Was there window opened? He felt a breeze against is neck. Oh shit! What had happened? How had he gotten here? Didn’t he fall asleep on the couch? He realised slightly, there was only one person it could be well only one person he hoped it was. The strong arm that was around his waist pulled him closer. He could feel the skin of their chest against his back.
Hangeng sighed. That shower was just what he needed. He yawned and stretched his arms out. HE had made his mind up last night and today he was going to fix things. It didn’t even occur to him that he was going to be walking into the bed room in just a towel. When you shard a room with someone who loves you shouldn’t that be your first thought especially when you’ve tortured them for It.? Hangeng paused. Heechul was cuddled deeply into Siwons body. Their arms were around each other. IT was wrong so wrong. Siwon mumbled and drew Heechul closer.
Were they gay together? Hangeng quickly ran to the bathroom. Everything that was in his stomach came up at the sight of those two. Lovers between guys, Hangeng wiped his mouth, it was…
“Disgusting”
Siwon groaned why was he so warm? He moved his hand to pull the covers off him. Instead of meeting with fabric his fingers were met with skin. He opened his eyes confused. Heechuls beautiful face was mere centimetres away from his. How had he gotten here? He sighed he must have been sleep walking last night. Heechul mumbled something under his breath and snuggled closer to him. Siwon sighed. It was wrong so wrong that he felt so comfortable with another man. It was wrong that their bodies fit so perfectly together. .He pulled Heechul closer to him. Why was it that his hart fluttered around his man but when he was surrounded by absolutely beautiful girls it just beat silently? He held Heechul even tighter.
“I can’t do this Heechul. I”
Heechul groaned right into is ear sending shivers down his spine. It was wrong so wrong, so why did it feel so right? If he wasn’t meant to have Heechul why did he heart beat so hard around him. If he wasn’t supposed to hold Heechul like this then why did their bodies fit so well? If it wasn’t supposed to be like this then why does Heechul snuggle deeper into him? A single tear slid down Siwons face.
“Why…”
Heechul woke up eyes fluttering slightly. Siwons face was centimeters away from his. Siwons eyes looked into his. Why did he look so sad? Heechul stretched out his hand cupping Siwons face.
“Why the long face?”
If they weren’t supposed to touch each other why did Heechuls touch feel like a warm cosy fire? Siwon slinked his arm around Heechuls waist and pulled their bodies even closer. He could feel Heechuls heart beating against his bare chest. If they weren’t supposed to be together then why did their hearts beat in sync?
“Siwonnie you’re squishing me”
If anything Siwon held Heechul even tighter. Siwons chest felt so warm. Heechuls hand was pressed between both of their bodies. He could feel Siwons beating against is hand. Shivers were sent through Siwon at the feeling of Heechuls hand against his chest. It was so wrong what that had was doing to him.
Heechul was left surprised when Siwon quickly pushed him away before getting up and walking out of the room in such a hurry. What had happened?
Siwon stood with his back against his bedroom door. It was wrong so wrong. Especially that he had gotten so excited over just a simple touch. Siwons cheeks flushed red. He just hoped Heechul hadn’t felt what his touch had done to him.