Stay with me (10b/?)

May 12, 2011 14:16

Title: Stay with me (10b/?)
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairing: HanChul, Sichul ( extremely close, friends?)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary:
Heechul finds himself deeply in love with his fellow super junior member Hangeng. Could this love be a blessing or is it a curse threatening to change everything he knows.

MASTER LIST

Chapter 1|| Chapter 2|| Chapter 3|| Chapter 4|| Chapter 5|| Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 || Chapter 8 || Chapter 9|| Chapter 10a | |Chapter 10b || Chapter 11|| Chapter 12 a|| Chapter 12b|| Chapter 13|| Chpater 14|| Chapter 15

It was almost like he was on auto pilot .Did the keys always such a loud click? He took a deep breath trying to somehow heal the pain in his heart. He had barely just stepped into the room when arms had wrapped themselves around him. A warm body was pressed slightly against his. Heechul was distracted by something else. That smell, it was the smell of cooking but it was Ryeowooks. It smelled of something that shouldn’t be there. Heechul eyes flickered up to look into the kitchen. He clutched close to Leeteuk and buried his head on Leeteuk shoulder.

Leeteuk was extremely cornered when he felt Heechul shaking against him. He thought Hangeng and Heechul had sorted out their problems. After all Hangeng had come back home, a definite sign that they had talked. Heechul reaction seemed to say so. What exactly had happened between the two of them? He held Heechul tighter. Maybe he should have gone to check on him after all.

To make up for not being around the members recently and for all the trouble he caused Hangeng had made Beijing fried rice. There was an air of relief when everyone sat down to eat the delicious meal. Leeteuk didn’t get it Hangeng was acting perfectly normal so why was Heechul shaking slightly? Maybe it was a bad idea to make them sit next to each other. Leeteuk slid one hand under the table to capture Heechuls. Heechul looked at him blankly before smirking at him. Maybe he was just being paranoid.

Heechul smirked at Leeteuk who had grabbed his hand. It was awkward, it hurt sitting next to the one who had shaken the very core of him. He supposed it was because he was such an awesome actor that none of them noticed it. A set of eyes watched Heechuls every move. There was defiantly something wrong with Heechul but what that was they didn’t know.

It was such a horrible time to have confessed ad be turned down. They were all really busy learning song words, pitch, melody for the new album. They had just realised that at the end of the week Kibum would be coming back and that would be when they would start the hard work of making an album. They collapsed onto the couch after one particular hard day. Hangeng didn’t even growl when Heechul almost sat on his lap. They both were too exhausted to care about feelings at that moment. They even fell asleep there on the couch Hangengs head resting against Heechuls shoulder.

It was times like that that made Leeteuk truly believe everything had gone back to normal.
They were all tired but extremely excited. Kibum was expected to arrive tomorrow. Donghae, Eunhyuk, Yesung and Leeteuk all decided to decorate the dorm with welcome back signs. In Heechuls opinion they went over the top everything seemed to be covered in some type of streamer or confetti. Ryeowook and Sungmin had gotten ingredients to make a nice little feast consisting of Kibums favorite foods.

Heechul was sitting by himself on a chair in the middle of the living room. Everyone else had gone off somewhere but he hadn’t paid attention to what they had said. He had the song words for one of the songs they were going to release in the album. His solo part was only four seconds long! Not that he minded right then, the less work he had to do the better. His mind just wasn’t in its right state and he didn’t want to disappoint the fans. A hand was placed on his shoulder and he looked up to see who it was.

“Oh hey Siwon”

“Siwon bent down so his face was on the same level as Heechuls.

“Are you in a good place to spot?”

Heechul nodded and turned so he was fully facing Siwon. He was going to ask what Siwon wanted but was stopped when Siwons fingers tickled him. Heechul squirmed and returned the favour. Both of them laughing tried to avoid each other fingers while attacking the other. Heechul laughed too hard and ended up falling backwards off the chair. Accidently (well not really) he pulled Siwon down with him.

“Give up!”

“Never…the might Kim…

Heechul burst out laughing. Siwon had found an extremely sensitive spot on Heechul side.

“Okay…Okay…I give”

Siwon ceased tickling him. Using it to his advantage Heechul tickled Siwon again. Siwon buried his head against Heechuls shoulder, his laughter sweeping his warm breath against Heechuls shoulder.

“You win Heechul”

Heechul smiled big and ceased tickling Siwon. That was the most he had ever laughed in so long. He was really thankful for the distraction that Siwon had provided him. Siwon pushed himself up. His hands where on either side of Heechuls face. Heechul looked breathtaking. The long lock s of his black hair fanned out against the floor, his cheeks where flushed. Those soft rosebud lips were parted lightly as Heechul tried to get his breath back to normal.
Siwons arms were on either side of Heechul head. Those arms looked so strong. Heechul reached out tracing the muscles in the arms of the man above him.

“hmm you’ve been working out Siwon.”

Had Siwon shivered at his touch? Nah that was just his imagination. The younger was beautifully built, his strong muscles, the beautiful colour of his skin. Siwon would surely be considered Handsome in everyone’s book. Heechuls eyes flickered from where his hands were still sliding against Siwons arms to his eyes. Those eyes just seemed to sparkle. Heechul tilted his head to the side.

“Isn’t that your bible?

Siwon followed his gaze. Sure enough the Bible Siwon had been holding before he decided to tackle Heechul was on the floor. The unusual thing was that the bible was on its spine it, cover facing away from the two boys who were tangled in each other. A sad smile fell across Siwons face. Heechul cupped his cheek and made him look at him. Siwon smiled down at him and Heechul smirked up at him. Heechul almost yelped when Siwon suddenly was squished against him. It was only for a second that Siwon held him before getting up. Siwon helped him get up before going to pick up the bible.

“You should read it hyung…You should go to church as well…”

Siwon was silence by the pillow Heechul chucked at his face. Heechul was frowning, Siwon thought it was because he was annoyed at him. Heechul frowned because he didn’t need another reminder that his feelings for Hangeng were completely wrong. For just one day he wanted to forget about it all. Siwon for some reason always seemed to provided him with the brain washing of his feelings for Hangeng.

Siwon hesitantly cupped Heechuls face. Heechul smiled up at him and he sighed. Heechul yelped when Siwon pulled him in a tight embrace. Siwon was always so warm so comforting. He rested his head against Siwons shoulder and sighed. Siwon tightened his grip around the other. Why was he doing this .It was crazy simply crazy…

Kibum turned his key in the door. He was exhausted but just to anticipation of seeing all the members of super junior again and him bouncing off the wall and filed with energy. He even found himself saying that he missed the door knob that lead to the super junior dorm, weird isn't it.He took a deep breath expecting to be tackled to the ground and walked in.

IT was completely empty and deserted. There were streamers and confetti everywhere. Seems like they had a party he thought to himself. Maybe they were in the rooms? So Kibum set off looking in each room. He stood puzzled in the living room. No one was home surely that would have known he was coming back today. He walked into the last room Leeteuks and Kangins shared room, nope no one there either.

Kibum walked slowly back into the living room. How depressing. Light suddenly attacked his vision and cheers attacked his ears. He looked up to see all the other members of super junior standing there with huge smiles on their faces. In the next second he was surrounded by the fourteen people he thought the world off. A single tear slid down his cheek.

It was good to be back.

A/n:Just like i promised i updated today. Okay so i know its shorter the my normal ones but i'm going to be updating again tomorrow so you'll forgive me, right? I tried to make this one much light then the heavy dark angst that was present in the past chapters.

stay with me, hangeng/heechul

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