Ari hates herself...

[suju_ari]

Exams are coming...
I am slacking...
I am failing bad...
I am not getting anything...

My head is hurting
My back is hurting
My shoulder is hurting
I am hurting everywhere...

I am stripped of my dreams
I am never good enough in other's eyes

I am going insane...
I am talking to myself...
I am imagining things that will never happen...
I am losing myself fast...

I am tired of being who I am
WHO am I??
I am a failure... ... ...

I hate it...
I hate this...
I hate myself...

I should just end it all...should I??