On Rainy Days - Chapter [9] Part [1 of 3]
Title: On Rainy Days
Pairing: YeWon (main pairing) , KangTeuk
Rating: PG-13 [ might vary as the story progress ]
Genre: Romance, Drama, Mystery, Angst.
Disclaimer: Super Junior own themselves and I own this fic.
Summary: YeSung is a simple guy with a heart-aching story. His destiny will drag him into a vortex of dramatic sequence of events with the other party of this dilemma being Choi families’ three siblings.. as his dreams collapses, and love betrayed him.. Will the cause of his wounds turns out to be the cure for all his pains? [ FAIL SUMMARY]
Chapter [9]: Love countdown…
MinJung POV
I can’t believe.. no way.. NO FREAKIN WAY.. SiHan.. SiHan is Kangin’s brother.. he is still in coma? And is being hospitalized overseas…? Oh dear God…!! And that.. that loser.. Kim YeSung.. the beggar I had thrown behind.. ends up being engaged to SiHan.. MY SIHAN…!!!!
Forget it.. am not gonna let all this crap ruin my plan.. SiHan will wake up.. and until then.. I have to get Choi brothers pay the price of their brother’s betrayal and misbehaviour.. am so gonna take revenge.. their gonna beg for mercy.. wait and see.. Choi family.. I will destroy you.. and that includes u.. the to-become-Choi-son-in-law… I swear I’ll destroy every single one of you..
End of POV
The year was coming to an end, it was mid-December already, and Christmas is around the corner.
"Sunbanim.. its almost closing time.. u can just go home first.. our ajhumma neighbour loves MaRi and all but we shouldn’t be thick-skinned, its almost 11:00 p.m its passes MaRi’s sleeping time plus its so inappropriate of us to let the ajhumma watch over her for all this long period of time…" Hyuk lectured YeSung while finishing up some calculation.
YeSung was half-asleep, merely peeking at his friend..
"mmmmmm…"
Hyuk smiled at the view of his friend.
"Hyuk…" SiWon walked into the cashier area where the other two have been staying at for the last couple of hours.
"yes SiWon..’’
‘’I and the sunbaes finished cleaning up..’’
‘’good job.. ‘’
He then looked over at sleeping YeSung.
"why are u guys still here.. everyone is gonna leave in a minute.."
"am staying a little bit more.. sunbaenim slept while working.. he over-worked himself the last couple of days."
SiWon sighed.
He tried to come up with all kind of excuses to avoid me for the past 3 days..
As if working his butt off will make his annoyance and anger over me fly away..
Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Hyuk phone started ringing; he picked up the call quickly so it won’t disturb YeSung’s sleep.
He smiled immediately, and started walking away.
"SiWon-ah wake sunabenim up.. tell him I will follow him in about an hour…."
SiWon smelled something fishy.
LOL I swear this guy is hiding something :P
SiWon then walked close to YeSung’s side.
The elder was sleeping on the table with couple of folders underneath his head as a pillow.
SiWon dragged a wheel-ed chair, the one Hyuk was sitting at and seated himself right beside YeSung.
He placed he slowly copied the elder’s way of sleeping, looking directly at him.. the sleepy him.
Beautiful..
SiWon thought to himself before smiling.
He then started caressing YeSung’s silky hair.
I would have never thought of myself getting so desperate..
So desperate over someone..
Look at me hyung.. am secretly practicing my…
I won’t say that word..
I don’t love u..
Am just.. u just.. u make me waver..
My heart is anything but MY heart when it comes to u..
But its not my dilemma alone is it..?
U aren’t the same YeSung ever since..
R u also having a cold war with ur heart..
Is that supposed to make me feel better about myself..
And this little, whatever undefined thing between us is not a burden..
Not only for me..
YeSung was pouting all of a sudden.
SiWon fixed his way of seating, he was now sitting properly but with his hand still on YeSung’s hair.
He smiled.
“u never stop pouting do u…?”
“not when a creeper like u is disturbing my beauty sleep.” SiWon was startled at first but then he found himself laughing at YeSung statement.
“just go home and sleep there, ur neck will get sore…”
YeSung's eyes are still closed and he didn’t move from his position.
“I thought ur angry….”
SiWon smiled again.
“interesting way of having a conversation.. no Boss am not.. why would I be…?”
YeSung peeked at him.
“u love to play angry.. the way u acted the last few days….”
“we didn’t even run into each other for u to assume am angry.. and why is that? Is because YOU were avoiding me, Mr. I don’t give a crap about u Choi SiWon”
YeSung jumped, sitting straight.
“I was..wasn’t avoiding anyone.. and hell yes I don’t give a crap about ur….”
“cute…..” SiWon said with a smile, more like staring at the elder.
“w…what? What’s cute…”
“the way u peeked at me earlier.. don’t do that around other guys….”
YeSung raised his hand and placed it on SiWon’s forehead, SiWon still maintaining his smile.
“u don’t have a fever.. what is it then? Split personality.. oh dear God” YeSung gasped causing SiWon to laugh.
A coughing voice was heard before Hyuk and DongHae stepped forward.
“oh DongHae-ya u just arrived.” SiWon asked.
DongHae smiled before nodding, he then turned to look at YeSung.
“HYUNG.. long time no see.. oh God u look so handsome”
YeSung smiled while Hyuk pinched DongHae’s arm.
“DongHae-ssi is the handsome one.. Considering I just wake up from a nap I look like a dead bug”
Everyone started laughing.
Hyuk and Hae dragged couple of chairs before getting seated.
“today.. mmm.. there is something I have to tell u guy all about…” Hyuk said in a nervous tone with a hesitant smile.
DongHae smiled before holding Hyuk’s hand.
YeSung and SiWon looked at each other before looking at the other two.
“NO WAY!!!!!!!” said YeSung in surprise.
Hyuk nod his head.
“i KNEW it” said SiWon with a victorious smile xD
“SINCE WHEN??????????” YeSung asked.
“well.. for me it’s from-the-first-sight kinda thing.. its just he was so thick-skinned to realise it..” said DongHae before receiving a slap on the arm from Hyuk.
That conversation didn’t last longer as DongHae kept receiving kick and pinched from “supposedly” shy Hyuk.
“am so happy for them.. omg how come I didn’t sense anything fishy about them before” said YeSung while walking out of the restaurant with SiWon.
“because ur thick-skinned.. what else?” SiWon said with a grin.
“yeah whatever Mr. investigator….” He replied with a frown.
They walked silently toward the bus stop.
Once they arrived YeSung looked at the younger one.
“its too late.. u should go.. “
SiWon grinned before passing YeSung and sitting on the bench available over there.
YeSung followed him and sat beside him.
“listen… I think.. there is something we have to clarify….” YeSung started.
“something related to what happened the other day on the amusement park…” SiWon added.
YeSung looked straight at the empty street in front of him.
“SiWon-ah… although the other day… nothing was said directly.. we both know that there is that thing we both are annoyed about.. maybe its not something people would usually get annoyed over but in our case….”
“which case… the case of u waiting for ur ex-fiancé to wake up from a coma, do u even know of he will want u back.. I know things weren’t going too well between u too before the accident…” SiWon said with a straight face.
YeSung turned to look at him.
“first of all he is NOT my “EX-fiancé” secondly whatever had happened or will happen between me and SiHan is none of ur damn business..” YeSung didn’t notice he was YELLING at the other.
SiWon smiled before looking away.
“how stupid of me… and for a second I thought u understand how….. u know what never mind….” And he stood up, ready to leave.
YeSung held his arm.
“I do understand….” Said YeSung holding SiWon’s wrist tightly.
SiWon turned to look at him.
“u do…? Then tell me.. what is it that u understand about this… about US!!!”
YeSung loosen his grip on SiWon’s wrist.
“its… its complicated….”
SiWon stepped forward holding the other’s shoulders.
“it SHOULD be.. it must be complicated coz its YOU YeSung.. when it comes to u.. even having a peaceful meal is not as easy as it sounds.. why? Because any crave for food, for drinks will vanish as ur radiating annoying hateful cheerful self will take over….”
YeSung looked up at the taller guy with a shocked expression.
“yes.. believe it or not.. Choi SiWon.. the rude, heartless, kid who happen to be the 3rd inheritor of Choi family wealth.. the kid who never knew who to act friendly, how to be nice to his siblings, not to make any friends.. Choi SiWon is giving up.. I gave up YeSung.. there is no more room for confusion….”
“Si…SiWon-ah…what are u trying to say…..”
SiWon hands slide down to YeSung arms.
“that I can’t lie to myself anymore.. I can’t deny those feelings anymore.. no matter how hard I try.. and the thoughts of SiHan hyung… its…..” and he placed one hand on his chest. “its hitting the core of me… I can’t… I don’t even know… “ and at that moment the bus arrived at the bus stop and its auto door opened.
YeSung was looking nowhere but at SiWon.
SiWon-ah NO..
Don’t dare and say anything..
No more..
Plz.. I beg of u..
Coz then..
There is no turn back..
Not for either one of us..
“u don’t even know what….” YeSung asked holding SiWon arms.
SiWon was in the verge of tears so he tried to hold back.
“just… just go… the bus will leave in a minute…”
“u don’t even know what SiWon……..” he insisted, shaking SiWon’s body lightly.
“just GOOO”
“u don’t even know WHAAAAAAAAAAAT?!”
“I DON’T EVEN KNOW IF LIKING U EVEN MORE THAN WHAT I ALREADY DO IS EVEN POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!” SiWon finally managed to speak his feelings.
They both froze.
The bus closes its door and left.. leaving them with a killing silence.
YeSung moved his hands to SiWon chest.
“tappon saram -bad person-…..” and he started hitting SiWon’s chest lightly.
SiWon looked away, it was hard for him, the whole thing was hard, restraining his tears, resisting to break-down in front of the other.. and the thoughts of betraying his own brother will start to haunt him down, that was a major concern, something he have to deal with from now on until God knows when.
YeSung then stopped and turn around.
“how is this possible… how did u manage to say it….”
“I am sick of denial.. sick of lying to myself….” SiWon said in a very gloomy expression covering his face.
YeSung then turned to face him.
“SiWon-ah… this.. its wrong…”
“it’s not…”
“what….”
“its me…”
“…………”
“its me whose forever is being screwed over… when I was born, I was a result of an affair… when I was added to the Choi family as the maknae all I received is crappy treatment from my stepmother and a father whose ignorant of my feelings..when I wanted to migrate I was forced to study something I have no interest in to satisfy the same ignorant father of mine who will never consider me as an inheritor so all the years I wasted studying in the state already gone for waste..” he stopped before stepping a bit closer to YeSung.
“even when I fell in love.. the one thing I persuade myself I will never believe in to experience.. it has to be the man engaged to my brother who got nothing in common with me but this face….”
YeSung released a tear before turning his back once again.
“life is never gonna be just.. even if SiHan wasn’t my destiny.. we will never… it will never work out between the two of us….”
“why…? Because its too hard for u to step down from that high class palace of dignity to admit having feelings for me…”
YeSung closed his eyes tightly.
“NO!! its because… this is not love… this is you clinging into people who make u feel like a loved one.. people u can trust and be ur self around… people who….” And YeSung stopped when he felt SiWon arms wrapping around his waist from the back.
His eyes widened in shock. He felt SiWon resting his chin on his shoulder.
“people who can make me smile just by being in my life… people whom God created so beautifully…” YeSung then shivered to the feeling of SiWon whispering into his ear.
“people who are the WORLD to me.. am not gonna give up on u.. even if I have to fight the world.. even if u didn’t wanna walk this path with me.. u will be mine YeSung.. I promise.”