College...
I think my internet is working normally now. Going slow there for a bit... HMM......
I haven't drawn... over more than a month. I feel really deprived. [emos] Someone should help me out on it... I think my ideas went to hell--well..... yeah. Hell. I'm actually tempted to draw Genesis. Imagine that. Shoot me now. And my eating habit went down hill horridly. I have no appetite. I stop eating, down to one meal or nothing. Lol. I AM READY TO BE A STARVING COLLEGE STUDENT! WHOOO!!! But at least I still have my water and most importantly MILK. I LUB YOU MILK~
So it's been a little over more than a week of college now. Gawhd. I'm freak'ishly tired. =__=;;;
And it's not stress really. Or actually I think it does play into it just a taaaaaad. Yes. Just a taaaaad. Orientation of retarded-ness was last week. Free bowling and pool at least. But now since school started, we're back into paying the full fee. But after spending about over 120 dollars for 4 books, and with an addition of 20 dollars for other requirements needs of here and there. My spending just keeps going up and up. I'm trying to do the minimal for everything. The cheap way. But it's not exactly going to so well. Especially when you enter class and they suddenly tell you that you have to pay MORE for other bull crap requirement they never tell you about. I really hate this city, it's a hick'vil. I need a city. I'm a city person. I need more options. I curse this place until I leave.
That's my pessimistic side though. I always see things through the pessimistic door. HAR HAR HAR. One of the many things that keeps me so low-self esteem. :'D
But classes now! WHOO!!! FIRST DAY! AND I'M TIRED. I walked back and forth, back and forth, back and forth of campus. Really. One is in the east side, the other is in the west. Makes me horror at my feet pain. I need to go to the gym and work on the upper body so I don't look retardedly with big arse legs lololololol. Funny me.
So first class. Chem. It's actually 'okay' at the moment. I'm not too excited about the 3 hour labs though. And the exams that are 7 in the evening and suddenly final exams at 7 IN THE MORNING. You know I'll be stone out. :'3
Second, some health... class... ridiculous. I'll just sleep through it.........--[shot]
Third, math class. Yeah........this wasn't exactly fun when you're just relearning everything you did last year. And the one level above it, is the same exact crap I learn last year also. Statistics. Whooo. Great. Yeah. Sure.... I'll just skip two levels......
Lastly, my second math class. Apparently I signed up for the wrong one. LOLOLOL. MAH BAD! It's suppose to be some excel class thats suppose to help and support my first math class. The thing is, it's group work shit. I HATE group work shit. Independent yo. I'm willing to leave a comrade behind--[shot]
And just about the whole day, I made some new acquaintances. Kinda sad. I'm getting to that lonely part. I need to be social. I need to be with someone. I miss my other friends. 3':
Le sigh.
Onwards to the second day. Le dam. I need to fix my schedule. Was thinking about getting the piano class but I might have to think on that since I have to pay 100 something for it... too bad guitar was full. GAAAHHH---
And every language class is full. Dam it all. There goes Chinese, Italian, Japanese, and Russian? Or......I don't know.... geh.
Advice to all of you. Register your class early. I mean early. Do orientation early. Sometimes you do your classes at orientation. Make sure you research which dorms is the closest to class. It helps....
Sit in front for class. Believe me. It sounds retarded but it's worth it. Make friends. Be random and use that to make new friends dammit! College is there to eat your soul and monies. It's the sad truth.
Ohh. And never get a 16" pizza and eat it within 20 minutes with two other girls. It's intense shit that will come back to haunt you. :'D;;.....